Well I've just started with subs first set now.
I've done some in the past but never stuck to them and never done them in my sleep. I've also done a lot of therapy and hypnosis in the past and continue to pursue both.
The honest truth on where I'm at at the moment
* I can chat to girls quite freely
* My social anxiety has gone down from what it used to be
* Have trouble living alone and being in the moment
* My self esteem is rising
* I have a fear of abandonment
* I have trouble concentrating at work and what I do probably isn't my passion
* I do have girls checking me out and smiling but approaching for me is still a struggle
* Escalation for me is very difficult
* I have goals but still have trouble sticking to them (Although I am with the gym and have lost a lot of weight)
* I drink to much coffee and I smoke (Other than that I am healthy)
* I am still hung up on my ex
* Even though people seem to like me and talk to me a lot I still believe I aren't good enough (Slowly getting rid of that belief though)
* I have moved back in with my parents at 26 years of age (I have till the end of next year to move out of there)
* I have trouble letting things go and breaking my habits and routines
* I beat myself up emotionally (This is also decreasing)
I will be using http://audioengineusa.com/Store/Audioengine-5 as the speakers for all night time listening
My goals with subs (In order)
1. Move past my relationship breakup
2. Get over my fear of abandonment
3. Alpha male. Move to reaching all my goals and taking action instead of sitting around dreaming. including taking action to start my own business and get in the best shape of my life developing my own sense of style and do what I want to do
4. Move out of my parents house and start living my own life with new friends and new hobbies
5. Get the girls I want and concentrate on meeting healthy girls instead of the dysfunctional girls I attract at the moment
6. Have a few girls which I can have sex with on a regular basis instead of relying on a relationship. Only jump into a relationship if the girl is what I want and let that relationship develop in a healthy way
7. Have a healthy fulfilling sex life
8. Get off anti depressants
9. Buy my own house
As well as working on subs I am taking action in my life. I'm going to a therapist, I'm going to the gym 4 days a week, I'm catching up with friends that have been neglected, I'm working through abandonment workshops, I'm saving money for a house
I've given myself a 1.5 year time frame to work through these goals as this isn't going to happen overnight but it will happen. I realize this is a lot to ask from subs but with the reviews i've seen plus my perseverance I believe it can happen
So to start of my subs journey I'm using let go of past relationships
I've done some in the past but never stuck to them and never done them in my sleep. I've also done a lot of therapy and hypnosis in the past and continue to pursue both.
The honest truth on where I'm at at the moment
* I can chat to girls quite freely
* My social anxiety has gone down from what it used to be
* Have trouble living alone and being in the moment
* My self esteem is rising
* I have a fear of abandonment
* I have trouble concentrating at work and what I do probably isn't my passion
* I do have girls checking me out and smiling but approaching for me is still a struggle
* Escalation for me is very difficult
* I have goals but still have trouble sticking to them (Although I am with the gym and have lost a lot of weight)
* I drink to much coffee and I smoke (Other than that I am healthy)
* I am still hung up on my ex
* Even though people seem to like me and talk to me a lot I still believe I aren't good enough (Slowly getting rid of that belief though)
* I have moved back in with my parents at 26 years of age (I have till the end of next year to move out of there)
* I have trouble letting things go and breaking my habits and routines
* I beat myself up emotionally (This is also decreasing)
I will be using http://audioengineusa.com/Store/Audioengine-5 as the speakers for all night time listening
My goals with subs (In order)
1. Move past my relationship breakup
2. Get over my fear of abandonment
3. Alpha male. Move to reaching all my goals and taking action instead of sitting around dreaming. including taking action to start my own business and get in the best shape of my life developing my own sense of style and do what I want to do
4. Move out of my parents house and start living my own life with new friends and new hobbies
5. Get the girls I want and concentrate on meeting healthy girls instead of the dysfunctional girls I attract at the moment
6. Have a few girls which I can have sex with on a regular basis instead of relying on a relationship. Only jump into a relationship if the girl is what I want and let that relationship develop in a healthy way
7. Have a healthy fulfilling sex life
8. Get off anti depressants
9. Buy my own house
As well as working on subs I am taking action in my life. I'm going to a therapist, I'm going to the gym 4 days a week, I'm catching up with friends that have been neglected, I'm working through abandonment workshops, I'm saving money for a house
I've given myself a 1.5 year time frame to work through these goals as this isn't going to happen overnight but it will happen. I realize this is a lot to ask from subs but with the reviews i've seen plus my perseverance I believe it can happen
So to start of my subs journey I'm using let go of past relationships