08-15-2017, 04:20 PM
Healing and clearing is continuing.
Notably in the last few days I've said goodbye to many relationships.
I've had the belief that "to be smart is to be lonely" for a very long time. There were many relationships with other people that would slow down my learning. Relationships that I didn't want to be in, but stayed in because it was comfortable, or I had already invested a lot of time in them. I felt extremely restrained by having to constantly restrain my own intelligence or pander to others to fit in. I feel much more comfortable being alone with my ideas and passions than trying to fit in with others, and that is what I'd like to do.
I think there will be some time that I spend away from people as the healing and clearing continue. When things have shifted more comfortably into place, I'll pursue new relationships. With the help of MLS I feel that the nature of my relationships will change dramatically. I'll implement what I've learned and the new realizations that I'm forming while observing my past relationships, present interactions and what I'd like more of in the future.
Notably in the last few days I've said goodbye to many relationships.
I've had the belief that "to be smart is to be lonely" for a very long time. There were many relationships with other people that would slow down my learning. Relationships that I didn't want to be in, but stayed in because it was comfortable, or I had already invested a lot of time in them. I felt extremely restrained by having to constantly restrain my own intelligence or pander to others to fit in. I feel much more comfortable being alone with my ideas and passions than trying to fit in with others, and that is what I'd like to do.
I think there will be some time that I spend away from people as the healing and clearing continue. When things have shifted more comfortably into place, I'll pursue new relationships. With the help of MLS I feel that the nature of my relationships will change dramatically. I'll implement what I've learned and the new realizations that I'm forming while observing my past relationships, present interactions and what I'd like more of in the future.
