09-21-2012, 05:54 PM
There's something much more deeper than I thought that is holding me back to use my potential fully..
It's like I've got SO much potential and I've got this extreme focus that I am not using because I don't know how to activate it...
It's something that is really close to me. I've pushed it away many times before because it made me feel vulnerable and I often felt "walked on" when I was all hippie happy...
A mix of being badass but at the same time.. being a current of "love"..
I need to get myself together, to stop procrastinate, to make the right decisions in the moments that leads to who I really am.
Emotionel fitness.. that's what I f***ing want more of...
[Reason for these thoughts.. vague doubts came into my mind because of girls that know me a bit, resists me. Whilst girls I meet and doesn't know me at all actually gives me more than most of those from my class]
It's like I've got SO much potential and I've got this extreme focus that I am not using because I don't know how to activate it...
It's something that is really close to me. I've pushed it away many times before because it made me feel vulnerable and I often felt "walked on" when I was all hippie happy...
A mix of being badass but at the same time.. being a current of "love"..
I need to get myself together, to stop procrastinate, to make the right decisions in the moments that leads to who I really am.
Emotionel fitness.. that's what I f***ing want more of...
[Reason for these thoughts.. vague doubts came into my mind because of girls that know me a bit, resists me. Whilst girls I meet and doesn't know me at all actually gives me more than most of those from my class]
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
