04-20-2012, 06:59 PM
Stage 2 - Day 26,
I was out by myself this friday night. Went to a club. Interacted with around 12 girls and several guys.
1 girl was all over me, after I ignored her a bit because she seemed like she didn't knew if she wanted me or not.
She lead the way over to a sofa and she got on top of me and was all over me. I grabbed her too but after a short while she stopped me and said, "I'm in control here".
And she was all over me, biting my ears and licking me etc. after a while I grabbed her and we swapped space, now I was on top of her.
Suddenly she just went up and went away. I looked after her and I saw her looking back to see if I was following her.
Later I saw her dance with her friend and I danced my way close to them, just pretending not to see them. She poked me and we danced and make out again. Then she talks with her friend and just leaves. I looked at her go away and then went after her.
I couldn't find her and looked up the stage and saw her with her friend.
After that she was like she didn't know me. I tried to take her hand as she had another guy with her and she gestured no!
Fuck it, I thought and started to talk to other girls.
Even as I was leaving later and they were too she and her friend didn't even acknowledge me.
I mean seriously.. I feel used!
Well.. the club is known for slutty types and I saw it coming
I guess those kind of types you just have to pretend that it's not good enough, until you f***...
I was out by myself this friday night. Went to a club. Interacted with around 12 girls and several guys.
1 girl was all over me, after I ignored her a bit because she seemed like she didn't knew if she wanted me or not.
She lead the way over to a sofa and she got on top of me and was all over me. I grabbed her too but after a short while she stopped me and said, "I'm in control here".
And she was all over me, biting my ears and licking me etc. after a while I grabbed her and we swapped space, now I was on top of her.
Suddenly she just went up and went away. I looked after her and I saw her looking back to see if I was following her.
Later I saw her dance with her friend and I danced my way close to them, just pretending not to see them. She poked me and we danced and make out again. Then she talks with her friend and just leaves. I looked at her go away and then went after her.
I couldn't find her and looked up the stage and saw her with her friend.
After that she was like she didn't know me. I tried to take her hand as she had another guy with her and she gestured no!
Fuck it, I thought and started to talk to other girls.
Even as I was leaving later and they were too she and her friend didn't even acknowledge me.
I mean seriously.. I feel used!
Well.. the club is known for slutty types and I saw it coming
I guess those kind of types you just have to pretend that it's not good enough, until you f***...
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
