04-11-2012, 04:22 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-11-2012, 04:23 PM by LionMonkey.)
Stage 2 - Day 18,
Job
I had an appointment with my employer today. He asked me "WHY" I wanted to work there.
I've always had a hard time to answer a question like that. Maybe do I have many thoughts about why I do it? Contradicting beliefs?
It was a question I answered with reasons, I was reasoning to the why I did want to. Like.. it's good for myself, I am interested in social dynamics and want to improve on that
but my employer said, I don't believe that.. you don't have heart in it when you say it. I just don't believe it.
Honestly, I've had some bad experiences with it so I have bad associations with it but I'm sure I can change that. I don't have much fun either.
My employer just told me that he didn't feel I inspired my other colleagues.
I have to tomorrow to give an answer, if I really want to work there or not.
Women
I speak very comfortable on sexual stuff. I've been studying style, energy and body-language and it's working very well.
Today I felt like a sexy ass and everywhere I went women would lock eyes with me and smile or just lock eyes.
It was pretty cool and I think I got the grasp of the state! It's got to be like that as much as possible
I also wrote a describing and a little sexual text on a paper to a girl, I've never really talked to, in my class because I was bored.
I got a email from her when I checked my email earlier tonight. She took it pretty serious and didn't feel comfortable with it.
I explained to her what my intention was and was grateful that she was honest and discreet even though I didn't care what others think about me.
She gave me a tip: Next time you should want to give a text like that, you should be sure that the concerned is romantically interested in you.
Job
I had an appointment with my employer today. He asked me "WHY" I wanted to work there.
I've always had a hard time to answer a question like that. Maybe do I have many thoughts about why I do it? Contradicting beliefs?
It was a question I answered with reasons, I was reasoning to the why I did want to. Like.. it's good for myself, I am interested in social dynamics and want to improve on that
but my employer said, I don't believe that.. you don't have heart in it when you say it. I just don't believe it.
Honestly, I've had some bad experiences with it so I have bad associations with it but I'm sure I can change that. I don't have much fun either.
My employer just told me that he didn't feel I inspired my other colleagues.
I have to tomorrow to give an answer, if I really want to work there or not.
Women
I speak very comfortable on sexual stuff. I've been studying style, energy and body-language and it's working very well.
Today I felt like a sexy ass and everywhere I went women would lock eyes with me and smile or just lock eyes.
It was pretty cool and I think I got the grasp of the state! It's got to be like that as much as possible
I also wrote a describing and a little sexual text on a paper to a girl, I've never really talked to, in my class because I was bored.
I got a email from her when I checked my email earlier tonight. She took it pretty serious and didn't feel comfortable with it.
I explained to her what my intention was and was grateful that she was honest and discreet even though I didn't care what others think about me.
She gave me a tip: Next time you should want to give a text like that, you should be sure that the concerned is romantically interested in you.
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
