02-28-2012, 02:07 PM
I went out with the girl today.
It was kinda strange because we talked very little. When we met up we kissed and then I took her to do something "crazy". We went over to get something to eat afterwards and she paid for it. These moments I had the dreamy look and feeling when I looked at her and she said I should stop looking at her like that.
After eating we didn't have any plans to go anywhere. So I suggested to go to the lake. We did and I felt that she didn't want this as much as I did. We took the same train home and on the way home she was kinda distant, so I tried to stay distant too but it was hard. When I did do it though she either took my hand or touched me somewhere.
Just before I got off the train I made a bit out with her and told her we could talk and text about the next meet up perhaps in the weekend. Gave her a quick last kiss and left. I looked back over my shoulder but she was already looking down in her bag, not looking very happy either.
I felt terrible afterwards. It felt bad for my soul.
I regained after a couple of hours but still had a slight urge to text her something. Anyways, my plan is to meet up with her in the weekend and take her on a little adventure and bring her home for a treat. If that fails to happen, I have been advised to stop putting effort in it anymore.
Thoughts, welcome!
It was kinda strange because we talked very little. When we met up we kissed and then I took her to do something "crazy". We went over to get something to eat afterwards and she paid for it. These moments I had the dreamy look and feeling when I looked at her and she said I should stop looking at her like that.
After eating we didn't have any plans to go anywhere. So I suggested to go to the lake. We did and I felt that she didn't want this as much as I did. We took the same train home and on the way home she was kinda distant, so I tried to stay distant too but it was hard. When I did do it though she either took my hand or touched me somewhere.
Just before I got off the train I made a bit out with her and told her we could talk and text about the next meet up perhaps in the weekend. Gave her a quick last kiss and left. I looked back over my shoulder but she was already looking down in her bag, not looking very happy either.
I felt terrible afterwards. It felt bad for my soul.
I regained after a couple of hours but still had a slight urge to text her something. Anyways, my plan is to meet up with her in the weekend and take her on a little adventure and bring her home for a treat. If that fails to happen, I have been advised to stop putting effort in it anymore.
Thoughts, welcome!
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
