12-16-2016, 07:24 PM
Came here to vent. But something about the light from my phone betters my mood. Conflict at its best AM I supposed to be writing these thoughts or feeling better experiencing this conflict just exposes my subconscious for jest attracting what is bad and worse. AM is not a program to make one happy it's about improvement. I am constantly worrying about things mainly because they aren't as exactly as I want them to be. I've thought to myself though there's absolutely no doubt the change I'm going through. . I don't know what frightens me more another AM run or being off AM. Anyways feel a bit better after writing that