12-04-2016, 09:15 PM
I used to do that. Everyone looks. I just want to be comfortable and things to be effortless. Feeling as if I'm going through some resistance, don't be too happy about that ;p feel like I'm over thinking about being with women and I should just go to a strip club atleast I'd know for sure I would be appreciated there even if it was for money atleast for the time being I know it's not right and I can find a woman decent enough looking lonely and desperate that I don't have to pay for that will fuck a guy like me I just gotta get through this strip clubs are a shady scene too idk if being there is even smart