11-05-2016, 01:28 PM
I want to know what you guys think of ego and having high standards and sticking to principle? I know it's some nice guy shit to be a perfectionist. Which is very intimidating. However who cares what others think in this day and age. This all boils down to what I want to do next. When I think about my life and how I want it to be running a manifest program seems like the option that sticks to the plan. Balancing sex and Self development especially while I'm in my early 20's. I have a fear of losing all that I've achieved by switching programs but I'm self aware enough to know that I'll be alright. Even so I love my life right now so much that genuinely I don't want to lose it. We can always do better though. You guys can see my complex. Running AM this time around also reminds me when I was in highschool into all these sports and just wanted to get ripped for not only my own self image but a little bit for attracting women. It's about getting what we want that raw power of being exactly what you want at the right time and place. That pushes me to want to see what another run through of AM will do. It's also safer. I want to type, things aren't always as they seem but it's so true when you're the strongest and most dominant in a group everything is up for grabs. In the end it's my own decision of what is right but getting you guys perspective won't hurt
