03-09-2016, 07:22 PM
I reached my training goals again today. I think why I feel like working out is torture is because I believed my success should come as effortless as possible. Subs help a lot with this but let me get this point clearly across. That doesn't mean u can be a wild animal, do nothing and expect results. This is very immature. A lot of criminals can't take responsibility for the work necessary to be successful and resort to scams in order to get their riches. For the longest time I thought things were just going to be given to me. I relied on the subs. The truth is the subs have helped and made me emotionally healthy enough to come to this realization. I'm not working out from fear, but just genuinely to achieve a goal. And I know I'm in alignment with where the subs is taking me, for the most part. Sometimes I wonder do I need to work out to hook up with women. But I'm still in alignment with the sub so it's irrelevant
