03-02-2016, 05:56 PM
I am pretty scared right now. I'm becoming this functional, emotionally healthy human being. That means no more entitled to eating junk, reckless spending, reckless driving, wasting time. I don't need that. I sense that the more I'm like this the more others notice it. I'm at the gym and two brave girls start squatting near the free weights section full of guys. My conversation has gotten so good even with a hoarse voice I point out "are you using this bench" towards the girls they are positively receptive and because of whatever social rules takes charge of their perception and whatever else this program has made me their body language is that they're comfortable near me the only guy with the balls to utter a syllabul at them. And Ofcourse the entire gym sees this and my social value has sky rocketed. I've also freestyled a bit talking about flexibility which has clear sexual undertones with a lady giving me great iois. These approaches didn't feel like reckless " I'm proving myself by taking action" conversation but was just along the lines of our social environment. It was completely "right". My life is changing a lot and it did scare me. I proceeded to turn on the subliminal again. The truth is I am changing so much.
