06-05-2017, 04:08 AM
(06-03-2017, 11:32 PM)Travis Wrote: My results have completely fallen off.. I'm getting ghosted like crazy even my family is ignoring/ not respecting me. Girls won't even look at me and if they do look they look away immediately. Even my confidence around women is bad.
WTF IS GOING ON!?!
Maybe I've been running too many loops, I'm gonna bring it back to two loops.
Internally I feel pretty good, I feel the healing for sure.. Just disapointed like I've been running DMSI for 11 months now >_<
Yeah, I feel quite similar. Sometimes I feel like I get tolerance for the sub, just like you'd get for drugs or something. I started 3.1, nice results but it goes down the drain soon enough. Then I started using more loops, nice results again but only for a short time. It's almost like I can get to some point and from then on results are out and healing is slow.
(06-04-2017, 10:06 PM)Travis Wrote: I hate everyone and everything right now
Despite the numbing effect of DMSI, this is about as low as I've ever felt in my life. I hate listening to my loops. I'm hoping this is rock bottom, and that I will rise like a phoenix.
Sorry to hear that. It's always darkest just before the dawn.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
