(05-06-2017, 05:18 PM)Benjamin Wrote: I didn't have it as bad as it sounds you did. But i've been going out by myself for the last 3 or so weeks and it's been good, i've met new people, talked to girls and had an awesome time.
This week all of a sudden, I went out and had all this weird anxiety. Enough that I walked into the venue, went to the toilet and then walked straight back out and got in my car.
That isn't normal, so I know I need to go back to A. But the motivation for business stuff is kicking in again with B.
And the worst thing, I put on weight from A and started losing it again on B. I don't know what it is, maybe the stress from healing. It was getting intense and the reason I moved to B was basically "I can't ***** deal with this any more, I need to stop it for a while".
I kinda wonder if our subconscious doesn't want to heal and clear (b/c it knows it'll work), and hatches a strategy to make us gain weight, so we'll QUIT! SNEAKY SNEAKY SUBCONSCIOUS!
