05-09-2014, 08:34 AM
(05-08-2014, 11:04 PM)lokko Wrote: Day 70: Feels like I hit a plateau again. So far the things that have stayed permanent with LTU in me is the fear of death never comes to mind anymore, and if it ever does it doesn't bother me. Overall feeling better in life, not to the point where I am extremely happy, but it's an improvement. I get less angry or impatient with things. I don't feel like I'm "Faking" it as much, negative things either slip by me and I don't notice them, or I let them go.. and sometimes I confront them. However I don't let them stay attached to me, or fake a smile, atleast this has been reduced by 70% I'd say. 20 days away from the 3 month mark. People have been recommending me to stay for 6 months, but damn am I ever excited or wanting to get into AM, or a learning sub. I have a HUGE procastination problem, so I'm not sure how well the learning subs are going to work. Jonathan if you're reading this, I too suffer from the same procastination problem and that's why I'm now kinda hesitant about starting a learning sub. I have been reading your journal. For me, if I start a learning sub, I'll do some sort of procastination sub along with it. It's a must.
Lokko that will be wise decision. But, I think, I am going to run AM6 after this sub which already included seek the challenge and avoid procrastination, US and many other single sub. I know that I am procrastinating heavily now but I know after 3/4 months later it won't be like this. I believe if I run MLS for few months and then if I commit to AM6 and re run as a part of procrastination, US, DAOS and seek the challenge it will bring solid result instead of doing one sub again and again running AM6 few times for sure will cover many areas . Moreover, I think if someone run AM6 2 3 times with patience he can achieve a huge response in female part too along with other aspect. BAMM could be the last nectar of all subliminal who knows.
Regarding your plateau, I had that feeling. I felt like I was in Limbo and wanted to stop LTU so hard. I started to feel I had nothing to take anymore from the sub. But I persuaded myself and waited till 6 months as Shannon suggested for long term programming. I can assure you I am much better in my natural emotional health than ever before and actually it blooms slowly day by day if I notice minutely so far. Best of luck for your upcoming journey.
