04-27-2014, 11:03 AM
day 58: Smoked Mj realized I still have paranoa but it's not only me, the people I was with had it too. They all understood what I was talking about, but yet if we didn't smoke it, they wouldn't have. I realized alot of subliminal things people do when I was on MJ. The games they play, the tests they try. I realized if I just didn't act like I wanted to then they would control me. I should be myself, not only myself but without fear, guilt or shame. I wish to take the great Ideas I have that comes up in my mind, focus on them and make money and a positive benefit of them. I hope LTU can help me achieve that.
