03-17-2014, 08:11 PM
update for day 18:
Met up with an old friend I used to hang and flirt zone but back in the day she did a real good job keeping me in the friendzone. She knew I was a player, I didn't care if she knew tho. We never kissed nothing back in the day, so anyway she texted me out of the blue the other day and I responded in a more alpha behaviour, not cause of LTU but because I've been on the track for self improvement and alpha male pick up styles for years, just never really implemented them, however with LTU my self confidence/esteem improved, and my "not taking action" on stuff I read has been fading. So i decided to act a lil diff with her. I picked up on her subliminal communications, trying to qualify me, and so on so I just played along with her. I escalated subliminally about getting into the next stage, used the words, kissing on one stage then sex. I didn't directly tell her we were going to have any of that but she felt like it was a sign I gave her to move to the next stage. So anyways, she was leaving the car to go inside the coffee shop to grab coffee and as she was leaving my car I slapped her ass and she looked and said, "That was really rude!" I smiled, she smiled back. At that point I got too comfortable and did it twice more and forcefully kissed her cheek, but in a harmless way, cause some chicks like a little bit of force, but I now know I should've done that kiss on the next hang out so she can get used to the ass slapping habit first. Oh well though, whatever the outcome is, it doesn't bother me. I just now know what to act and be like for the next girl if she doesn't ever text me again. I believe LTU is making me realize about my "insecuritys" and needyness for sex, cause that was my goal with her, maybe start a relationship if it worked out.
Met up with an old friend I used to hang and flirt zone but back in the day she did a real good job keeping me in the friendzone. She knew I was a player, I didn't care if she knew tho. We never kissed nothing back in the day, so anyway she texted me out of the blue the other day and I responded in a more alpha behaviour, not cause of LTU but because I've been on the track for self improvement and alpha male pick up styles for years, just never really implemented them, however with LTU my self confidence/esteem improved, and my "not taking action" on stuff I read has been fading. So i decided to act a lil diff with her. I picked up on her subliminal communications, trying to qualify me, and so on so I just played along with her. I escalated subliminally about getting into the next stage, used the words, kissing on one stage then sex. I didn't directly tell her we were going to have any of that but she felt like it was a sign I gave her to move to the next stage. So anyways, she was leaving the car to go inside the coffee shop to grab coffee and as she was leaving my car I slapped her ass and she looked and said, "That was really rude!" I smiled, she smiled back. At that point I got too comfortable and did it twice more and forcefully kissed her cheek, but in a harmless way, cause some chicks like a little bit of force, but I now know I should've done that kiss on the next hang out so she can get used to the ass slapping habit first. Oh well though, whatever the outcome is, it doesn't bother me. I just now know what to act and be like for the next girl if she doesn't ever text me again. I believe LTU is making me realize about my "insecuritys" and needyness for sex, cause that was my goal with her, maybe start a relationship if it worked out.
