04-26-2015, 11:56 AM
A revelation... Well a revelation of sorts. For as long as I can remember I've genuinely had a recurring belief that something is fundamentally wrong with me and I have to correct it. this belief came to the surface a lot in the last couple of weeks and has gone. There is nothing horribly wrong with me. I'm actually fine ... What a thought.
I've been hanging around with guys who are a fair bit younger and have really high self esteem. A few times I've been self critical and they've looked at me like I'm a freak - their response was roughly akin to saying 'seriously why on earth would anyone criticise themselves, that's insane!', and 'who gives a shit, you are what you are right?'
I've been hanging around with guys who are a fair bit younger and have really high self esteem. A few times I've been self critical and they've looked at me like I'm a freak - their response was roughly akin to saying 'seriously why on earth would anyone criticise themselves, that's insane!', and 'who gives a shit, you are what you are right?'
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.