03-17-2015, 02:31 PM
I've been experiencing forgiving others and myself and it's really something else. A few places I've read that forgiveness sits at the core of emotional healing and I can see why.
Today I sat working on something while listening to the subs and suddenly people who I have a lot of built up animosity toward just appeared in my mind. I could feel their pain and suffering and I felt tremendous compassion for them, and I forgave them. I felt a huge release and like my mind was clear. My energy level just went up and I worked solidly for like three hours, and people were actually speaking to me at work when for the last three weeks or so I've felt like I was in a bubble of solitude with my work colleagues.
Im taking responsibility for myself and the continued shitness of my situation. It's great!!! I'm refusing to be worried by outcomes, steeling myself against what may happen, ready to accept the fallout whichever way things go - hopefully that makes some sense.
Today I sat working on something while listening to the subs and suddenly people who I have a lot of built up animosity toward just appeared in my mind. I could feel their pain and suffering and I felt tremendous compassion for them, and I forgave them. I felt a huge release and like my mind was clear. My energy level just went up and I worked solidly for like three hours, and people were actually speaking to me at work when for the last three weeks or so I've felt like I was in a bubble of solitude with my work colleagues.
Im taking responsibility for myself and the continued shitness of my situation. It's great!!! I'm refusing to be worried by outcomes, steeling myself against what may happen, ready to accept the fallout whichever way things go - hopefully that makes some sense.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
