09-20-2017, 09:36 AM
Huh. So the touring shows today and tomorrow got cancelled because the pianist is out due to personal reasons and we didn't have backup. We shall see about Friday.
On one hand, I can rest a bit. On the other hand, I wanted to use the money to finally purchase either MLS or UD.
C'est la vie. Oh well. I'll use to the time to listen to high-dosage DMSI and work on other stuff. DMSI keeps feeling increasingly good; the elated, morphin-drip sensation is with me pretty much all the time (unless I'm 100% focused on something else that requires a lot of brainpower, f. in. singing), and I literally cannot wait to put on my loops for the day.
Today was quiet on the female front, as stuff interfered. One girl did send me a message saying "careful or I'll fall in love with you <3" after I sent her birthday wishes, though. Also, the ex keeps sending me info on various cute young girls she's gotten to know lately, and offered to invite me to some parties that they will be probably attending. That's a very interesting result. Oh yes, the ex herself still wants me and we meet from time to time (as she keeps inviting me to come over), with various levels of physical intimacy during those meetings, so to speak.
On one hand, I can rest a bit. On the other hand, I wanted to use the money to finally purchase either MLS or UD.
C'est la vie. Oh well. I'll use to the time to listen to high-dosage DMSI and work on other stuff. DMSI keeps feeling increasingly good; the elated, morphin-drip sensation is with me pretty much all the time (unless I'm 100% focused on something else that requires a lot of brainpower, f. in. singing), and I literally cannot wait to put on my loops for the day.
Today was quiet on the female front, as stuff interfered. One girl did send me a message saying "careful or I'll fall in love with you <3" after I sent her birthday wishes, though. Also, the ex keeps sending me info on various cute young girls she's gotten to know lately, and offered to invite me to some parties that they will be probably attending. That's a very interesting result. Oh yes, the ex herself still wants me and we meet from time to time (as she keeps inviting me to come over), with various levels of physical intimacy during those meetings, so to speak.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
