09-04-2017, 05:13 AM
Just chiming in to say that I'm actually feeling relatively well, with moments of feeling very good, despite the tone of the above posts. Rehearsal went well.
Had the urge to switch back to ver. A. Probably in order to let my subconscious diddle about some more. Fuck it, I'm sticking to ver. B at least until the end of the week.
Some good news: the girl from yesterday, after our failed attempts at sex (lol), did tell me that she "can sense a brightness radiating" from me. She was kinda drunk (not blotto, but definitely inebriated) and did say it completely out of the blue whilst being in a kinda sleepy daze.
More proof that I am projecting the aura despite anything that I might be subconsciously doing to hold myself back.
I'll try to write a more detailed post later today. Still more work to do today!
Some more good news: the wonderful thing about DMSI is that it keeps giving you second (and third, and fourth...) chances, especially with people you find very attractive.
Had the urge to switch back to ver. A. Probably in order to let my subconscious diddle about some more. Fuck it, I'm sticking to ver. B at least until the end of the week.
Some good news: the girl from yesterday, after our failed attempts at sex (lol), did tell me that she "can sense a brightness radiating" from me. She was kinda drunk (not blotto, but definitely inebriated) and did say it completely out of the blue whilst being in a kinda sleepy daze.
More proof that I am projecting the aura despite anything that I might be subconsciously doing to hold myself back.
I'll try to write a more detailed post later today. Still more work to do today!
Some more good news: the wonderful thing about DMSI is that it keeps giving you second (and third, and fourth...) chances, especially with people you find very attractive.