09-03-2017, 08:35 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-03-2017, 08:35 AM by Have at ye.)
Hmm.
Lowered the volume to what foobar says is -36db, still on ver. B, 7 loops. Experienced extremely strong reality-shifting (or at least that's what I choose to call it for now) - like a sensation that my body is in many places at the same time, and even changing shape, mostly felt and noticeable on my hands and arms. Haven't had one this strong since ver. 3.0.1, I think?
Now the annoying thing is that my subconscious decided to try and pop up with some fears/pointless emotional reactions that should have already been taken care of (or - at least - that I thought have already been taken care of, TBH) by ver. A. These are very short pangs, though, in reaction to outside stimulus/something that brings about an association with them. They pass very quickly, and I try not to fret about them too much, as they are, I guess, directly related to self-worth/self-confidence/past relationships stuff. I don't know whether I am trying to "play chicken" with myself, or it is simply signifying that there's still something there that needs to be worked on.
Actually, I find myself thinking that as far as DMSI is concerned, these particular issues should have been removed a long time ago, as they are *directly* in the way of achieving the program's design goal. And, compared to some of the stuff that ver. A has been healing/clearing, it is nothing that serious TBH - and given the power of the subliminal program, it should have been dealt with post-haste. In a way, I now think that my subconscious was sort of diddling-dallying regarding healing and clearing with stuff that is (seemingly at least - I might be wrong here) not quite *that* relevant towards achievement of the stated design goals of DMSI, and looking for more and more stuff to heal/clear in order to avoid getting rid of these particular issues in order to block/delay the execution of the program as far as it is able to.
I simply told myself "we're keeping at it with DMSI until the design goals are achieved to an extent I find satisfying anyway, so we might as well cooperate" and my subconscious did seem to relax somewhat.
Sticking to ver. B, might have to lower the number of loops next week, though, as 7 do demand much more sleep on my part, and I'm gonna have to be getting up very early all week long. I'll probably cut down to either 4 or 5 loops.
Lowered the volume to what foobar says is -36db, still on ver. B, 7 loops. Experienced extremely strong reality-shifting (or at least that's what I choose to call it for now) - like a sensation that my body is in many places at the same time, and even changing shape, mostly felt and noticeable on my hands and arms. Haven't had one this strong since ver. 3.0.1, I think?
Now the annoying thing is that my subconscious decided to try and pop up with some fears/pointless emotional reactions that should have already been taken care of (or - at least - that I thought have already been taken care of, TBH) by ver. A. These are very short pangs, though, in reaction to outside stimulus/something that brings about an association with them. They pass very quickly, and I try not to fret about them too much, as they are, I guess, directly related to self-worth/self-confidence/past relationships stuff. I don't know whether I am trying to "play chicken" with myself, or it is simply signifying that there's still something there that needs to be worked on.
Actually, I find myself thinking that as far as DMSI is concerned, these particular issues should have been removed a long time ago, as they are *directly* in the way of achieving the program's design goal. And, compared to some of the stuff that ver. A has been healing/clearing, it is nothing that serious TBH - and given the power of the subliminal program, it should have been dealt with post-haste. In a way, I now think that my subconscious was sort of diddling-dallying regarding healing and clearing with stuff that is (seemingly at least - I might be wrong here) not quite *that* relevant towards achievement of the stated design goals of DMSI, and looking for more and more stuff to heal/clear in order to avoid getting rid of these particular issues in order to block/delay the execution of the program as far as it is able to.
I simply told myself "we're keeping at it with DMSI until the design goals are achieved to an extent I find satisfying anyway, so we might as well cooperate" and my subconscious did seem to relax somewhat.
Sticking to ver. B, might have to lower the number of loops next week, though, as 7 do demand much more sleep on my part, and I'm gonna have to be getting up very early all week long. I'll probably cut down to either 4 or 5 loops.
