07-18-2017, 05:25 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-18-2017, 05:32 AM by Have at ye.)
Keeping at it with ver. B, 7-9 loops per day. My gut seems to be telling me to try: 2 loops morning (after getting up), and then 7 loops evening, possibly while sleeping. Going to try such a scheme out starting tomorrow.
Internal changes are progressing. I can also see effects of the aura projecting from time to time, usually through women giving strong "I am so hot and bothered" or "my, aren't you just the most fascinating person in the world!" IOIs. Nothing direct lately, though.
Trouble is, I've been staying at home a lot lately because I've got nothing too productive to do outside of it (going to gigs, social events or meeting with friends from time to time. Also taking long walks and musing, as this is my favorite pastime). I am kinda frustrated by not having interesting, lucrative stuff to do - I feel much better than I do. Angry that I am not making progress fast enough career-wise - and money-wise, as these go together. The nearest thing I've got lined up is in September.
I hate not having enough stuff to do, and not making money constantly. Might take up some translation jobs in the meantime, but I've made the career change for a *reason*, goddamn. I am kinda stuck while looking for gigs due to not enough padding in my resume and lack of truly influential contacts. The most annoying thing about it is that whenever I *do* make it to audition, I always leave a very strong impression. Pah!
Technically, various showbiz people should be killing themselves to represent me, as given my very rare voice type (as far as I know, there's about 3 guys with this kind of voice currently active in Poland - me included), good acting skills and powerful stage presence (which is progressively becoming insane due to DMSI) I'd be one hell of a moneymaker in the long run. Pah again.
Long-term, I'm not worried at all - I would rather make faster progress than slower progress, though, obviously. More money would be welcome, too, as I'd like to make a step up in my quality-of-life, and there's interesting stuff I would very much like to do which requires more spending money than I currently have. F. in. I am planning to move abroad to follow my chosen career-path (it's a little bit too incestuous and "lol, Poland" in here for my tastes - without sucking up and paying, let's call it, *protection money*, it's an uphill struggle. Some of these "dealers" are actually actively trying to block me because I'm not *theirs*, so to speak. Also, the movers and shakers are often incompetent), but it'd be much more viable to do with a decent amount of potato to set myself up.
OK, enough whining.
To end this entry on a positive note - I am progressively getting into pretty great shape. Better diet, good exercise regimen, added plenty of cardio to it to boot, to get rid of unnecessary fat faster. Would love to join a gym, and some yoga and pilates classes to boot (because, hey, girls and exercise
), but - I simply do not have the money to burn yet (I can work out very effectively at home without spending any money at all on the thing, heh).
Another thing I noticed - sometimes while I am listening to my loops I will experience a strong shudder, throughout my body. It's not something that occurs normally and on its own in my case, so it is probably a reaction to something in the sub.
Internal changes are progressing. I can also see effects of the aura projecting from time to time, usually through women giving strong "I am so hot and bothered" or "my, aren't you just the most fascinating person in the world!" IOIs. Nothing direct lately, though.
Trouble is, I've been staying at home a lot lately because I've got nothing too productive to do outside of it (going to gigs, social events or meeting with friends from time to time. Also taking long walks and musing, as this is my favorite pastime). I am kinda frustrated by not having interesting, lucrative stuff to do - I feel much better than I do. Angry that I am not making progress fast enough career-wise - and money-wise, as these go together. The nearest thing I've got lined up is in September.
I hate not having enough stuff to do, and not making money constantly. Might take up some translation jobs in the meantime, but I've made the career change for a *reason*, goddamn. I am kinda stuck while looking for gigs due to not enough padding in my resume and lack of truly influential contacts. The most annoying thing about it is that whenever I *do* make it to audition, I always leave a very strong impression. Pah!Technically, various showbiz people should be killing themselves to represent me, as given my very rare voice type (as far as I know, there's about 3 guys with this kind of voice currently active in Poland - me included), good acting skills and powerful stage presence (which is progressively becoming insane due to DMSI) I'd be one hell of a moneymaker in the long run. Pah again.
Long-term, I'm not worried at all - I would rather make faster progress than slower progress, though, obviously. More money would be welcome, too, as I'd like to make a step up in my quality-of-life, and there's interesting stuff I would very much like to do which requires more spending money than I currently have. F. in. I am planning to move abroad to follow my chosen career-path (it's a little bit too incestuous and "lol, Poland" in here for my tastes - without sucking up and paying, let's call it, *protection money*, it's an uphill struggle. Some of these "dealers" are actually actively trying to block me because I'm not *theirs*, so to speak. Also, the movers and shakers are often incompetent), but it'd be much more viable to do with a decent amount of potato to set myself up.
OK, enough whining.
To end this entry on a positive note - I am progressively getting into pretty great shape. Better diet, good exercise regimen, added plenty of cardio to it to boot, to get rid of unnecessary fat faster. Would love to join a gym, and some yoga and pilates classes to boot (because, hey, girls and exercise
), but - I simply do not have the money to burn yet (I can work out very effectively at home without spending any money at all on the thing, heh).Another thing I noticed - sometimes while I am listening to my loops I will experience a strong shudder, throughout my body. It's not something that occurs normally and on its own in my case, so it is probably a reaction to something in the sub.
