03-09-2017, 03:57 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-09-2017, 04:00 PM by Have at ye.)
OK, on Day 7, getting pretty strong healing/clearing related emotions/thoughts. Mommy issues, of course. These make me rage. Like, literally - when I was home alone I wanted to scream or hit/punch something, and I actually did yell out a couple of times and started talking to myself, lol. Also had a dream regarding my use of pornography (which I have stopped altogether sometime on ver. 2.5) - apparently, it still has some effect that needs to be cleared.
Then again, these are transitory - they're not a constant drag, so to speak. Bearable. I did have a pang of fear, here or there, that I'd lose some of the nice results I've been seeing on this version due to the fact that the above mentioned stuff requires clearing. But - I don't think I am, so the fear is irrational, I believe. We will see. If something needs to be resolved, then there's no way around it!
Trusting the program is guiding me in the right direction.
EDIT
Also, I am now definitely experiencing increased hunger and appetite.
Then again, these are transitory - they're not a constant drag, so to speak. Bearable. I did have a pang of fear, here or there, that I'd lose some of the nice results I've been seeing on this version due to the fact that the above mentioned stuff requires clearing. But - I don't think I am, so the fear is irrational, I believe. We will see. If something needs to be resolved, then there's no way around it!
Trusting the program is guiding me in the right direction.
EDIT
Also, I am now definitely experiencing increased hunger and appetite.
