01-24-2020, 09:53 AM
Day 15 (3rd day of 3rd cycle)
I don't know how I didn't connect that earlier but my sex drive has been off the roof the last week or so. It is very weird, first time I am feeling like that and it is obvious that comes from this program. I can't find any other reason why this happens!
Day 17 (1st day of BREAK)
There are situations going on in my life right now that are of great concern, causing me anxiety and terror. On such cases I feel terrorized vulnerable (in a bad way) and acting like a victim. For some reason I now just feel empowered and I noticed the pattern going to occur and took steps to empower and distant myself even more. That's a relief knowing how I would act before. My mind and body (especially the nervous system) is partying right now because of this haha
Day 19 (One day after the 3rd cycle two day break)
I decided to not run LTU for the next week or so. I will be undergoing a surgery and would love to benefit from my system's resources being used for physical healing. I will most probably restart LTU the day or the day after I exit the clinic. At the end of the day I believe this small break is nothing comparing to my goal for running it 6-12 months.
Day 23
It has been 6 days of break so far as I decided to do so for allowing my body to heal from the surgery instead. The doctor is very happy with how quickly my wound healed so far and as a result I will restart LTU tomorrw. Including the ASRB break it has been a break of 7 days. I believe I will treat this as a restart of the whole program and start counting as Day 1 again.
The solid result so far was what I described on Day 13, the program pushed me to have a surgery that relates to one of the three goals of USLM. The goal might be 100% done but I am waiting for some test results to come back for knowing that. In terms of other minor results, I know that emotional healing in general and "correction" of self esteem did take place but I don't know to which degree or have results to compare.
I don't know how I didn't connect that earlier but my sex drive has been off the roof the last week or so. It is very weird, first time I am feeling like that and it is obvious that comes from this program. I can't find any other reason why this happens!
Day 17 (1st day of BREAK)
There are situations going on in my life right now that are of great concern, causing me anxiety and terror. On such cases I feel terrorized vulnerable (in a bad way) and acting like a victim. For some reason I now just feel empowered and I noticed the pattern going to occur and took steps to empower and distant myself even more. That's a relief knowing how I would act before. My mind and body (especially the nervous system) is partying right now because of this haha
Day 19 (One day after the 3rd cycle two day break)
I decided to not run LTU for the next week or so. I will be undergoing a surgery and would love to benefit from my system's resources being used for physical healing. I will most probably restart LTU the day or the day after I exit the clinic. At the end of the day I believe this small break is nothing comparing to my goal for running it 6-12 months.
Day 23
It has been 6 days of break so far as I decided to do so for allowing my body to heal from the surgery instead. The doctor is very happy with how quickly my wound healed so far and as a result I will restart LTU tomorrw. Including the ASRB break it has been a break of 7 days. I believe I will treat this as a restart of the whole program and start counting as Day 1 again.
The solid result so far was what I described on Day 13, the program pushed me to have a surgery that relates to one of the three goals of USLM. The goal might be 100% done but I am waiting for some test results to come back for knowing that. In terms of other minor results, I know that emotional healing in general and "correction" of self esteem did take place but I don't know to which degree or have results to compare.
