06-14-2015, 09:33 PM
Day 22
One curious thing has popped up that has been growing steadily and I’m just now attributing to LTU usage.
During any tense or hectic time in my life I tend to break out in body acne. Just small little bumps across the back and chest, but only during periods of great duress (high school/college exams, laid off of work, business not going well, relationship problems etc) and I’ve just noticed that happening now.
The odd thing is that I don’t feel stressed out. Consciously I feel very calm and relatively in control of my emotions. That just tells me a crazy internal struggle is going on where I subconsciously feel resistance, internal stress, and it manifests as the body acne. Odd huh?
There’s no other explanation for it as my diet and exercise routine are exactly the same. And shoot - I feel calm and in control! Lol Not out of control and stressed out of my mind. So it definitely has to be an internal struggle in which my deeply rooted beliefs (namely those which limit me) are finally getting challenged. And my body is retaliating with the acne because that’s what happens when I internally feel overwhelmed.
If you think about what I just wrote – yes, these subliminals are like a nuclear blast of change to the brain. I see why others consider them like magic; the effects can be so fast and drastic that resistance and change are often inevitable. I really wouldn’t believe it if i weren’t going through it now. It’s a little unbelievable that 3 weeks of listening can do that to a person, but there ya go.
A few other changes I’ve noticed include: greatly enhanced concentration, ability to stick with a given task until entirely complete, willingness to do tedious but essential things asap, a growing want to figure things out for good in my life, increased sociability, ability to feel good even if I don’t go to the gym, and generally better manifestations of things I want.
The increase in my concentration was very noticeable this week. I read for several hours straight and finished several books I’ve wanted to finish. Those are now done.
A far as my social life…my businesses are entirely online, so I’m at home a lot unless I’m doing errands or walking my dog I’m at home on skype calls or doing some type of computer/online work. The increase in sociability is apparent in the fact that my neighbors, with whom I mostly have minimal contact/ relationship (I live in a gated community), appear to be a lot warmer to me now. Even the neighbor hood kids say high and smile to me now, and that wasn’t the case before.
Generally I am more social in public and I’m willing to ask people’s opinion about things rather than resorting to using my phone and looking stuff up. Women tend to be a bit warmer to me now, holding eye contact a more, and smiling more. I’ve had this a handful of times now and it’s no fluke; I must have had some aura shift that makes me warmer to others who then reciprocate the warmth. Women generally didn’t treat me like that before, and if they did, it was a chance occurrence.
One point that’s been really interesting is how irritable I now don’t get when I don’t go to the gym. I had some stuff come up early in the week which disrupted my normal morning gym routine, and I thought for sure I would be out of sync and just generally feel off. But I felt fine, as in no hiccup or off feeling whatsoever even though I broke my routine. That shift alone is very significant because that’s a complete turnaround to how I reacted to missing the gym before. Previously I would become irritable and self conscious of my body, even with just one day missed. Now it’s literally shrug-able if I miss which is astounding.
Though I know it’s steadily increasing over time, I still reflect and feel pretty amazed about how much past garbage I’ve been about to let go of. Emotional crap from my past is shrug-able now, and that definitely wasn’t the case 3 weeks ago. I feel this continuing to increase over time until some peaking point where I feel totally free, or close enough, so that a deep feeling of liberation occurs. Maybe that’s next month, but I feel like that’s where I’m headed.
And lastly, considering my experience with LTU so far, I have decided I will be doing BASE next. I’ve read the outline Shannon posted on his journal and that is definitely the next direction I want to go. Since that encompasses success, money, productivity and motivation (plus way the heck more) in a 5G business related audio…I’m pretty sure that’s the perfect fit for my life (I run 3 businesses after all).
One curious thing has popped up that has been growing steadily and I’m just now attributing to LTU usage.
During any tense or hectic time in my life I tend to break out in body acne. Just small little bumps across the back and chest, but only during periods of great duress (high school/college exams, laid off of work, business not going well, relationship problems etc) and I’ve just noticed that happening now.
The odd thing is that I don’t feel stressed out. Consciously I feel very calm and relatively in control of my emotions. That just tells me a crazy internal struggle is going on where I subconsciously feel resistance, internal stress, and it manifests as the body acne. Odd huh?
There’s no other explanation for it as my diet and exercise routine are exactly the same. And shoot - I feel calm and in control! Lol Not out of control and stressed out of my mind. So it definitely has to be an internal struggle in which my deeply rooted beliefs (namely those which limit me) are finally getting challenged. And my body is retaliating with the acne because that’s what happens when I internally feel overwhelmed.
If you think about what I just wrote – yes, these subliminals are like a nuclear blast of change to the brain. I see why others consider them like magic; the effects can be so fast and drastic that resistance and change are often inevitable. I really wouldn’t believe it if i weren’t going through it now. It’s a little unbelievable that 3 weeks of listening can do that to a person, but there ya go.
A few other changes I’ve noticed include: greatly enhanced concentration, ability to stick with a given task until entirely complete, willingness to do tedious but essential things asap, a growing want to figure things out for good in my life, increased sociability, ability to feel good even if I don’t go to the gym, and generally better manifestations of things I want.
The increase in my concentration was very noticeable this week. I read for several hours straight and finished several books I’ve wanted to finish. Those are now done.
A far as my social life…my businesses are entirely online, so I’m at home a lot unless I’m doing errands or walking my dog I’m at home on skype calls or doing some type of computer/online work. The increase in sociability is apparent in the fact that my neighbors, with whom I mostly have minimal contact/ relationship (I live in a gated community), appear to be a lot warmer to me now. Even the neighbor hood kids say high and smile to me now, and that wasn’t the case before.
Generally I am more social in public and I’m willing to ask people’s opinion about things rather than resorting to using my phone and looking stuff up. Women tend to be a bit warmer to me now, holding eye contact a more, and smiling more. I’ve had this a handful of times now and it’s no fluke; I must have had some aura shift that makes me warmer to others who then reciprocate the warmth. Women generally didn’t treat me like that before, and if they did, it was a chance occurrence.
One point that’s been really interesting is how irritable I now don’t get when I don’t go to the gym. I had some stuff come up early in the week which disrupted my normal morning gym routine, and I thought for sure I would be out of sync and just generally feel off. But I felt fine, as in no hiccup or off feeling whatsoever even though I broke my routine. That shift alone is very significant because that’s a complete turnaround to how I reacted to missing the gym before. Previously I would become irritable and self conscious of my body, even with just one day missed. Now it’s literally shrug-able if I miss which is astounding.
Though I know it’s steadily increasing over time, I still reflect and feel pretty amazed about how much past garbage I’ve been about to let go of. Emotional crap from my past is shrug-able now, and that definitely wasn’t the case 3 weeks ago. I feel this continuing to increase over time until some peaking point where I feel totally free, or close enough, so that a deep feeling of liberation occurs. Maybe that’s next month, but I feel like that’s where I’m headed.
And lastly, considering my experience with LTU so far, I have decided I will be doing BASE next. I’ve read the outline Shannon posted on his journal and that is definitely the next direction I want to go. Since that encompasses success, money, productivity and motivation (plus way the heck more) in a 5G business related audio…I’m pretty sure that’s the perfect fit for my life (I run 3 businesses after all).
