04-06-2019, 01:35 PM
(04-05-2019, 06:05 AM)Darwin Wrote: I am so damn tired and dissociated it's unbelievable. At the same time almost every day I have friends wanting to hang out with me (which is nice because I was starting to feel a little unsocial).
I've had more job opportunities, and successful interviews which offer a bit more money. At work though i'm practically not even there - my head is swimming in a cloud of fog. Pointless as it is to raise it, i'll say what others have said in that Some kind of cognitive enhancer/MLS style attitude to learning would have been helpful in this sub.
I'm continuing to notice all the good around me none the less, I regularly list off all that is good in my life and all i'm grateful for. Not much more to add really except if I to accept a new job I won't have much choice but to get back on MLS because I just can't be so dopey when learning a new job and a new set of skills.
You're that exhausted, but it would have been a good idea to add even more stuff? LOL!
It's not that it needs a cognitive enhancer, it's going to be that you are either trying to resist it or you're putting a huge amount of energy to healing something or somethings. Just keep going.
I don't recommend you do fewer loops, but you are likely to be using it at too high a volume or on too powerful a format. If you're using it at a volume of above 11/15 on your cell phone, try 11. If you're using Hybrid, try ultrasonic instead. I'm finding that ultrasonic at 11/15 is kicking my ass, but not so much that I can't function.
If you think it's resistance, well... that's going to be a hard fight. I definitely would not reduce the loops if that's the cause. But LTU5 will eventually win. Shouldn't be too long, either.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!