05-29-2016, 02:43 AM
Stage 3 day 30:
I'm tired of this stage, it's boring, it's like there is no edge to my attractiveness like I feel empty and boring. Though outwardly some women are attracted. I went to a cloth store and there was a woman at the checkout working, I look at her without any intention and when I was at the other end of the store she came walking fast to ask if I needed help with anything. There were at least 1 guy working very near me also so she didn't need to come and certainly not that fast. It was too fast so I didn't find any relevant question to ask her., it's like she jumped into me. So I told her I'm just looking around. I tried some cloth and I bought one. She was at the checkout, it was obvious that she wasn't behaving normally, exactly like a guy trying to impress, she talked about some stupid things with her coworker but in a loud voice. She was nervous obviously, classic erratic behavior, she couldn't find the article in the computer. What's weird is that I don't feel as sexy about it, I had to force some cockiness. She was beautiful, but too skinny, not feminine enough to me. The way I attract girl is weird, definitely not as before.
I went to a nightclub later that day for my cousin birthday. His new girlfriend seems to like me very much, she was very interested about who I was and my dating history, my preference about women, she also seems to believe that I dated a lot of women. There was one women checking me out when I was talking, and they said that I should go talk to her but she wasn't my type. I tried to hook up with at least 5 women but all of them rejected me
I don't feel cocky enough I think, the alcohol wasn't helping. I didn't want to drink but it was my cousin birthday.
At the end of stage 2 I didn't want to switch stage because I was feeling very good but this stage I'm can't wait to switch.
I almost forgot the other girl that I was supposed to date yesterday (online dating), but like I predicted she wasn't interested, she didn't even appear online that day and I almost forgot myself. It's like girls around me are behaving as weirdly as the vibe I project. Might be some weird half working manifestation, at this point the coincidence is out of the question, she the 2nd doing that same thing during this month and all of them seems really interested at first, same story, same ending.
I'm tired of this stage, it's boring, it's like there is no edge to my attractiveness like I feel empty and boring. Though outwardly some women are attracted. I went to a cloth store and there was a woman at the checkout working, I look at her without any intention and when I was at the other end of the store she came walking fast to ask if I needed help with anything. There were at least 1 guy working very near me also so she didn't need to come and certainly not that fast. It was too fast so I didn't find any relevant question to ask her., it's like she jumped into me. So I told her I'm just looking around. I tried some cloth and I bought one. She was at the checkout, it was obvious that she wasn't behaving normally, exactly like a guy trying to impress, she talked about some stupid things with her coworker but in a loud voice. She was nervous obviously, classic erratic behavior, she couldn't find the article in the computer. What's weird is that I don't feel as sexy about it, I had to force some cockiness. She was beautiful, but too skinny, not feminine enough to me. The way I attract girl is weird, definitely not as before.
I went to a nightclub later that day for my cousin birthday. His new girlfriend seems to like me very much, she was very interested about who I was and my dating history, my preference about women, she also seems to believe that I dated a lot of women. There was one women checking me out when I was talking, and they said that I should go talk to her but she wasn't my type. I tried to hook up with at least 5 women but all of them rejected me
I don't feel cocky enough I think, the alcohol wasn't helping. I didn't want to drink but it was my cousin birthday. At the end of stage 2 I didn't want to switch stage because I was feeling very good but this stage I'm can't wait to switch.
I almost forgot the other girl that I was supposed to date yesterday (online dating), but like I predicted she wasn't interested, she didn't even appear online that day and I almost forgot myself. It's like girls around me are behaving as weirdly as the vibe I project. Might be some weird half working manifestation, at this point the coincidence is out of the question, she the 2nd doing that same thing during this month and all of them seems really interested at first, same story, same ending.
