05-13-2016, 02:08 AM
Stage 3 day 13:
Very weird stage. Neediness is near zero. I'm bored by online dating, I rejected most girl I was talking with because they wasn't good enough, far from it actually. I'm tired of their bs and the huge investment I do each time, I didn't even sent message to that girl I got the number last time. I went out last week with some friends, and a similar pattern appeared but less obvious. There was a girl talking with my friend, and I just said nothing mostly, not because I was afraid but because it felt useless, boring. Attractiveness doesn't seem as high because I don't care mostly, I'm not into it but when I'm into it it's still great.
I didn't go out this week, I studied everyday and the weather isn't good. The killer vibe seems to have decreased. I don't see myself as cocky and arrogant as in the previous stage.
Even with all that I don't felt any resistance with any SM3 stage, at least nothing obvious, I felt more resistance while on ASC.
Very weird stage. Neediness is near zero. I'm bored by online dating, I rejected most girl I was talking with because they wasn't good enough, far from it actually. I'm tired of their bs and the huge investment I do each time, I didn't even sent message to that girl I got the number last time. I went out last week with some friends, and a similar pattern appeared but less obvious. There was a girl talking with my friend, and I just said nothing mostly, not because I was afraid but because it felt useless, boring. Attractiveness doesn't seem as high because I don't care mostly, I'm not into it but when I'm into it it's still great.
I didn't go out this week, I studied everyday and the weather isn't good. The killer vibe seems to have decreased. I don't see myself as cocky and arrogant as in the previous stage.
Even with all that I don't felt any resistance with any SM3 stage, at least nothing obvious, I felt more resistance while on ASC.