04-02-2016, 11:44 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-02-2016, 11:45 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 2, Day 5:
I don't see any resistance yet. I had some strange dream, and some kind of nightmare but nothing exceptional. The morning when I wake up I'm motivated, I feel good, that's what I interpret as no resistance.
The attraction seems to have gone up a bit again. It's still early but I noticed some good change in my attitude, the way I feel when around women, in a social setting with people. I also still see no hate from men quiet the opposite, they like me.
I went to a club yesterday. I'm impressed with the results. I never saw so much smile when I look at girls. Which remind me that I saw a very beautiful girl smiling overtly at me when I cross path with her in the street (daylight) and she was with a “boy”.
It seems to be some kind of pattern here as I noticed the same thing in the club. Women comes near me (beautiful, a 7 minimum) and smile at me but she doesn't do it genuinely enough to say that I'm 100% sure she is actually smiling at me.
4 month ago when I went to clubs I don't remember girls being so nice and smiley with me, especially in a club. I begin to notice “the women trying to seduce me” part from SM3.
There were a cougar that tried to seduce me but I didn't touch her, too crazy and old for me. And there was another girl very beautiful that give me all the sign that she likes me a lot and that she is very interested. It started when I was at the bar and I look at her a bit. Then I noticed she started to look at me a lot, checking me out, checking if I look at her, smiling, inviting me almost which is very rare in a club as women usually avoid all eyes contact. So 30 min later I was dancing near her, and she noticed me, and it was obvious that she was very interested as she was turning around to look at me, almost like she knew me already. But for some reason her female friend wanted to go elsewhere. So she followed her. I think it's the reason I couldn't hook up with her, she stayed with her all night, how stupid is that. This happens twice, she look at me a lot then her female friends wanted to leave (jealous maybe or bisexual)
At some point I followed them and I talk to her, but it didn't work out. And I don't know why. Either she is too stupid to admit her attraction or she is afraid her female friend judge her or my approach wasn't good enough. I was bothered after that because I was sure she wanted me, I had no doubt about that. Anyway it was just one girl. Maybe I'm not completely congruent with the Stage 2 yet. Even when I'm bothered girls still like me and look at me. This SM3 is strange to say the least. How women like me so much just after 37 days. Clubs never has been the place I succeed the most with women anyway but it's fun to see that kind of attraction. It won't be long before I hook up with a beautiful girl if I go often to clubs. I almost forgot but only the beautiful girls try to seduce me unless they know me already. When I was in class the 30 old woman came to sit near me for no reason, it seems she wanted to be near me.
I don't see any resistance yet. I had some strange dream, and some kind of nightmare but nothing exceptional. The morning when I wake up I'm motivated, I feel good, that's what I interpret as no resistance.
The attraction seems to have gone up a bit again. It's still early but I noticed some good change in my attitude, the way I feel when around women, in a social setting with people. I also still see no hate from men quiet the opposite, they like me.
I went to a club yesterday. I'm impressed with the results. I never saw so much smile when I look at girls. Which remind me that I saw a very beautiful girl smiling overtly at me when I cross path with her in the street (daylight) and she was with a “boy”.
It seems to be some kind of pattern here as I noticed the same thing in the club. Women comes near me (beautiful, a 7 minimum) and smile at me but she doesn't do it genuinely enough to say that I'm 100% sure she is actually smiling at me.
4 month ago when I went to clubs I don't remember girls being so nice and smiley with me, especially in a club. I begin to notice “the women trying to seduce me” part from SM3.
There were a cougar that tried to seduce me but I didn't touch her, too crazy and old for me. And there was another girl very beautiful that give me all the sign that she likes me a lot and that she is very interested. It started when I was at the bar and I look at her a bit. Then I noticed she started to look at me a lot, checking me out, checking if I look at her, smiling, inviting me almost which is very rare in a club as women usually avoid all eyes contact. So 30 min later I was dancing near her, and she noticed me, and it was obvious that she was very interested as she was turning around to look at me, almost like she knew me already. But for some reason her female friend wanted to go elsewhere. So she followed her. I think it's the reason I couldn't hook up with her, she stayed with her all night, how stupid is that. This happens twice, she look at me a lot then her female friends wanted to leave (jealous maybe or bisexual)
At some point I followed them and I talk to her, but it didn't work out. And I don't know why. Either she is too stupid to admit her attraction or she is afraid her female friend judge her or my approach wasn't good enough. I was bothered after that because I was sure she wanted me, I had no doubt about that. Anyway it was just one girl. Maybe I'm not completely congruent with the Stage 2 yet. Even when I'm bothered girls still like me and look at me. This SM3 is strange to say the least. How women like me so much just after 37 days. Clubs never has been the place I succeed the most with women anyway but it's fun to see that kind of attraction. It won't be long before I hook up with a beautiful girl if I go often to clubs. I almost forgot but only the beautiful girls try to seduce me unless they know me already. When I was in class the 30 old woman came to sit near me for no reason, it seems she wanted to be near me.
