Kick Fear in the Junk! - Overcoming Fear 5.75G

[RTBoss]

For the first 3 nights of this cycle on hybrid Ocean Wave, 13/15 clicks was way too loud for me - found it very annoying.  So, I used 9/15 (or 60%) volume.  It's still very audible at all points of the ocean wave sound, yet something I can also fall asleep to.  

Then yesterday, my wife and kids came home from their visit to my mother-in-law's.  I told her I switched to hybrid, so she'd hear ocean waves.  She sighed audibly.  When I started loops at 9/15 volume, she said, "That's SO annoying."  I had to turn the volume to 6/15 for her to find it acceptable enough to sleep.  

We both slept well.  I had cool dreams, but I don't really remember the content.  Wife has been very short-tempered with the kids this morning.  I've had to be the cool-headed parent - we've switched roles.  I will say I'm enjoying being more patient and slower to anger.

[Shannon]

Why the change in format? I take it wife doesn't want to be exposed?

[RTBoss]

Why the change in format?  I take it wife doesn't want to be exposed?

I wanted to test out hybrid, as I've always responded well to it when I used DMSI. Wife was still OOT when I started.  Want to finish the course this cycle.  

Wife is fine being exposed, and didn't have any seeming issues on ultrasonic.  Her usage hasn't been consistent, from working some days the overnight shift and then being away at the farm. 

As you're well aware, shes very resistant, and then having haphazard use of OF when she's home with me, I guess we'll see how not following the instructions affects her.  

[RTBoss]

I'll also mention that she doesn't seem to be projecting the DRS as well as me, I assume from not being consistent with OF, as I am.  If we have a disagreement, she backs off/down fast.

[Shannon]

I'll also mention that she doesn't seem to be projecting the DRS as well as me, I assume from not being consistent with OF, as I am.  If we have a disagreement, she backs off/down fast.

One of my testers has a wonky time projecting DRS, even from that program as a stand alone.  When I started asking questions, I found out that he can't let himself project it because it might prove that auras work.  His reasoning was that if that happened, he would start wanting to rely too heavily on crystals to make his life better, and since he doesn't want to lose himself to that kind of thinking, and he lives with a very skeptical girlfriend, he would rather suppress the aura than execute.

I would not be a bit surprised if your wife is doing something very similar.  If she executes, she has to admit that it works, and that would mean her world view needs to change, etc.  Basically as usual resisting out of fear.  Inconsistent exposure to OF won't be much help, most likely.

[RTBoss]

She also was exposed to DRS stand-alone, and it was loud 13/15 ultrasonic.  Perhaps she is like your girlfriend and needs a higher volume to execute, as well.

[ncbeareatingman]

RTBoss... A plus plus fer effort man. wow. talk about being dedicated and committed!! Just read the whole page #4 of your journal.... interesting about Shannon's friends GF and what your wife is experiences as well as you,mister. oh how creative we can be in Life.
Im Lookin at getting OF in coupla days.....seriously considering buying and using it until UMS2 comes out and there after. a win win in my view. what say you,mister?

[Shannon]

She also was exposed to DRS stand-alone, and it was loud 13/15 ultrasonic.  Perhaps she is like your girlfriend and needs a higher volume to execute, as well.

It seems that 13/15 is the balance point for GF on achieving execution; are you saying that your wife executed at that volume also?  Perhaps this is a more universal phenomenon than I initially thought.

[RTBoss]

She also was exposed to DRS stand-alone, and it was loud 13/15 ultrasonic.  Perhaps she is like your girlfriend and needs a higher volume to execute, as well.

It seems that 13/15 is the balance point for GF on achieving execution; are you saying that your wife executed at that volume also?  Perhaps this is a more universal phenomenon than I initially thought.

Sure appears that might to be the case.  I'll see what happens and go back to ultrasonic next cycle at a volume of 13/15.

[RTBoss]

RTBoss... A plus plus fer effort man. wow. talk about being dedicated and committed!!   Just read  the whole page #4 of your journal.... interesting about Shannon's friends GF and what your wife is experiences as well as you,mister. oh how creative we can be  in Life.
Im Lookin at getting OF in  coupla days.....seriously considering buying and using it until UMS2 comes out  and there after. a win win in my view. what say you,mister?

Yes, if you have the funds, I say definitely go for it.

[Shannon]

She also was exposed to DRS stand-alone, and it was loud 13/15 ultrasonic.  Perhaps she is like your girlfriend and needs a higher volume to execute, as well.

It seems that 13/15 is the balance point for GF on achieving execution; are you saying that your wife executed at that volume also?  Perhaps this is a more universal phenomenon than I initially thought.

Sure appears that might to be the case.  I'll see what happens and go back to ultrasonic next cycle at a volume of 13/15.

Very interesting indeed.  Please do keep me informed!

[ncbeareatingman]

So it seems, Shannon and RTBoss,that after around a month of using OF from 4.9 that's when the deep kah kah starts kicking in. I mean the real deeper stuff, the working on the clearing of the Dragons begins and as well putting out the surrounding fires,also!! I'm.having fears of buying OF!! Ha...a good sign if say. I'm seeing Yoda and Luke, "I'm not afraid", Yoda " you will be, you will be!",this was right before Luke went into da cave to face his fears, his ,Dragons!! Perhaps da perfect sign to get OF!!? Me thinks so . We

[Shannon]

Well it's not perfect. But it does work. You just have to balance it correctly for format, usage pattern and volume and when you do, everything lines up.

[RTBoss]

So it seems, Shannon and RTBoss,that after around a month of using OF from 4.9 that's when the deep kah kah starts kicking in. I mean the real deeper stuff, the working on the clearing of the Dragons begins and as well putting out the surrounding fires,also!! I'm.having fears of buying OF!! Ha...a good sign if say. I'm seeing Yoda and Luke, "I'm not afraid", Yoda " you will be, you will be!",this was right before Luke went into da cave to face his fears, his ,Dragons!! Perhaps da perfect  sign to get OF!!? Me thinks so . We

And he (Yoda) also told Luke, after Luke said, "I don't believe it." "That, is why you fail."

You believe, my friend, and your belief will lead you down the path to conquering all fear!  Yaaaas!!!!