Keith's OGSF Journey

[Shannon]

Response: even if I had a windfall come to me before the last day of March, which is indeed within the realm of possiblities, of course and even if OGSF wasnt on the dockette much less in the  process of being built _ " I would STILL continue to run my commitment of OF. Even if I were fortunate enpugh to obtain a copy of Marverick  from IML, I'd still be awhile yet,down the road before I would choose to run it.
Ive got other things to handle first and as stated before, Im in no rush to get there.

I Like others we will just have to gamble, that one day it ( Marverick) may be available again... the  journey continues.....another comfort to me ,is knowing that some day BAMM will be re-built in some sort or fashion or another and I Like that idea very much, as well.  Yes Marverick is a knock out of the park and then some program ,but as the Buddist would say " dont push the river"

PS: I went on to Shannon's public journal and Steve has posted a Shop Pay option, I Looked into that further, they do offer a 6 months and 12 month option for payments on big ticket items. That does make this more appealing, but its certainly something I'd have to seriously consider
A one time shot at Marverick
Purchasing a Program I do not plan on using, for quite some time
OGSF is definitely on the docket to use in the coming Month of February,regardless. I need the work, putting in on all of that for shure
These things I will think on. If I getta strong "Hit" to go for Marverck the Game Changer, between now and  then so be it !!
it certainly is tempting I tell ya that.
TJC.

Yeah, there are two person that I want to see the result from Maverick, you and Catman. If you two execute that baby, then I think it'll be blast for sure.. and maybe the installment 6-12 month plan on Shop Pay also an universal code or TID for you to run Maverick, Mr. Beareaterman. Good luck TJC.

Qiel, I'd like to point out an error in your logic here.  You've decided that Keith and CatMan are ready for Maverick, so they must be good candidates for "seeing if it works".  No offense to either of them in regards to this, but who said these two specific individuals are ready for this particular program?  In other words, you cannot make arbitrary decisions based on preconceived notions that may or may not be true, in order to decide the value of Maverick!

When someone who is ready for it runs it, you will see results like what Duke gets.  When someone else runs it, you'll see either a journey to, and then success (if they were almost ready for it), or they will not achieve the goals of the program (if they were not ready for it).  You can't say "Maverick doesn't work," when it's being used by someone who isn't ready for it, and they shut down over fear!

Now as to whether those two are ready for it, that's up to them to decide.  I just wanted to point out this error in logic, because it will cause a lot of confusion and unnecessary problems for people.

[Shannon]

Moving on....deeper things are afoot. beautiful Good Friday, this morning here in the  Carolina's. Good day ,Gents.

Is it common for you to get TID that far in advance?

[ncbeareatingman]

Moving on....deeper things are afoot. beautiful Good Friday, this morning here in the  Carolina's. Good day ,Gents.

Is it common for you to get TID that far in advance?

 Yes. Its been this  way for well over a year now, at least. OH By the way, the Current TID is definitely and clearly related to OGSF build.
That Other 'stuff':
I almost didnt respond ,at all, to that "other stuff", I found it ,though very sincere and from a good place, 'off putting',thats putting it mildly, that is in light of the Marverick comments.- I agree with ALL that you said Shannon, including that it is up to Me and Catman, respectively to decide or not,ect.
Thanks.

[Shannon]

Is it common for you to get TID that far in advance?

 Yes. Its been this  way for well over a year now, at least. OH By the way, the Current TID is definitely and clearly related to OGSF build.
  That Other 'stuff':
I almost didnt respond ,at all, to that "other stuff", I found it ,though very sincere and from a good place, 'off putting',thats putting it mildly, that is in light of the  Marverick comments.- I agree with ALL that you said Shannon, including that it is up to Me and Catman, respectively to decide or not,ect.
Thanks.

I'm not trying to be off-putting or offensive.  I'm not making any judgement at all as to whether you or Catman or anyone else is ready for Maverick.  I'm just trying to point out a logic error that can cause issues.  My apologies if it wasn't well enough expressed in that direction.

[ncbeareatingman]

 Yes. Its been this  way for well over a year now, at least. OH By the way, the Current TID is definitely and clearly related to OGSF build.
  That Other 'stuff':
I almost didnt respond ,at all, to that "other stuff", I found it ,though very sincere and from a good place, 'off putting',thats putting it mildly, that is in light of the  Marverick comments.- I agree with ALL that you said Shannon, including that it is up to Me and Catman, respectively to decide or not,ect.
Thanks.

I'm not trying to be off-putting or offensive.  I'm not making any judgement at all as to whether you or Catman or anyone else is ready for Maverick.  I'm just trying to point out a logic error that can cause issues.  My apologies if it wasn't well enough expressed in that direction.

 Oh My Goodness Shannon,  
 I did NOT mean you, I Knew that this was a possiblitiy that this might happen, I was trying to couch, what I was sayng a bit so as to not create more problems,a such, MY apolgies to you Shannon, I was trying to be polite and not call out any names but I was refering to Qiel's comments on my page, about Maverick, not yours I was agreeing with you man, not put off by them. MY apoligies to you that I didnt just go on and come right out with it.
 NOT put off in the least by your words in my nor catman's direction. thank you none the less.

[ncbeareatingman]

Shannon's quotes from His private journal:
"As I am working, I am becoming more and more excited for this program, because I can see that it is going to be a good one, and it makes me hopeful for these people who have helped me understand the struggle with guilt, shame and fear. My struggles have mainly been with fear, and guilt and shame were largely overcome long ago. I'm sure OGSF will find and point out some guilt and shame experiences I, too, need to dissolve. Regardless, I am starting to get excited, not just because this looks like a very good solution to these issues, but because this will potentially make such a big, positive difference in the lives of so many people. I will definitely have to add some of this, especially the trauma handling script, to EHPRA vNext. The trauma handling script in OGSF is quite pleasing to me, it looks well thought out and designed to handle this process according to what I have learned about how to do this since last I built EHPRA, and that we may finally have something that can solve this group of issues really makes me happy.

I will be running this program myself, more for GF than for me, but I have some use for it also. I'm trying to make the process of dealing with, healing and letting go of the traumas and guilt, shame and fear as easy and comfortable as possible of course, but I can't guarantee that it will be effortless.

Right now I am creaing new script for a series of goals I came up with on top of what I pulled from the original OGSF program (5G) and once that is done, I'll be going through and optimizing the upgrade of the scripting from the 5G version to bring it up to 5.9G standards.

This one's gonna be guuuuuuuuuuuud, I can feel it."

Shannon I AM soo grateful that this puppy is being built, I KNOW THAT I AM one of the beings who will benefit greatly from all of this new fangledness of the Brand spankin' new version highly upgraded version of OGSF v. 5.9 !! Man oh Man,if you're saying liike it is, I KNOW darn well this programs gonna be so beneficial & benevolent ( yes self healing and compassion for the self,including forgiveness, that means that eventually one has the power,ability and perhaps even the willingness to forgive others in a deeper way and deep one's own love along the way, a win win)
whatever the outcome,what ever the case maybe with using OGSF 5.9. Im
getting this Puppy in February, 3rd week there off.
Thank you Shannon.

Saw this quote on a Bio disc site....
"The path is solitary in its deepest practice. It involves working with the mind and emotional body to release beliefs and patterns that block our connection to a Higher Source Energy and subsequently our own self love, self respect, self empowerment and self responsibility. "

[ncbeareatingman]

One of the deeper,main things Im going to be working on healing/clearing/cleaning up is what I've discovered to Be "Toxic Loyalty" - Big one
game changer to remove/clear it/dissolve this from my Life. What ever all OSGF 5.9 does I know it will be of great benefit for many,myself included.
Even if OSGF only helps indirectly, it will be a benefit for those of Us wanting to heal and clear up this Toxic Loyalty bit, however me thinks the roots of this connected stuff lies within a lot of what Guilt and Shame 'provide's'- starve the mutherfuk'er's, pull those roots out !! Ha. Im ready for some good game changing stuff!!
Im suited up, lets git this ice Hockey Match going !!!

[ncbeareatingman]

.....and yet more TID, deep old memories of very painful ,shameful stuff. Things where I was disrespected, embarrased beyound belief and then the shame kicked in deeply and 'rooted' itself even more into my life. Like the word Resent,means to Re-Feel, like a replay,as with the Guilt ,shame routine... as stated the waters get purdy deep with OGSF 5.9 and its not even off the press yet, WOW!!
I can only imagine once it is indeed off the press, 'in print' and ready to be relased. Wow, Man oh Man 5.9 tech when and the additions...geez
stuff just floors me . Wow.
1/22/23

[Shannon]

What are you experiencing in response to those memories and such?

[ncbeareatingman]

What are you experiencing in response to those memories and such?

  Some emotional Uphevel, some anger, bitterness, resentment, re-living this stuff.... its as if they're all gathering in one place, a classroom perhaps, waiting for 'healing'  , "release' -ts not agonizing nor lasting all day or anything, 

I feel calmer,mostly,though.

 right now any way, theres more peace in my soul. in my inner being.- but its not forced or the like, it feels natural.

 Dunno if that helps Shannon

[ncbeareatingman]

Yet another revelation, insight along the way to TID-ing with OGSF 5.9...dang amazing. After a much needed nap today, I got up to do several things needing being done, later while still very much relaxed, within an hour on waking up, in the kitchen fixing supper...very quiet out here in beautiful "Da Sticks" and ....
"Collective Greif and also collective Guilt" around JFK's demise, on November 22nd, 1963, I was exactly 5 1/2 to the day,exactly and I remember the whole experience... we as a family Lived in Washington D.C. in the early 60's.... apparantly I took on some of the collective guilt,shame or as a 5 1/2 yr old took as part of my personal awareness...either way I took it in and I Never knew this consciously before !!
damn sam this is incredible !!
I Knew that I had grief around his Loss,( and still do! He was My National Father, and I Mean that too!) People were in the streets openly weeping, but the 'guilt' part eluded me ,entirely up until now.
28 days before I purchase OGSF 5.9 and already this Bad ass Biker is kickin' asses, and takin name. subtlely and yet powerfully the TID is coming thru LOUD and smoothly. wow!
Direct and plugged in ,when the time comes is gonna be phenominal. to say Da Least, Y'all.

[ncbeareatingman]

This morning Yet, two more very deep embareassing shameful events happened in public.... one at a library, one on crossing a bridge in North Dakota. this goes back some 11 yrs ago, very painful, but I know this 'stuff' is up for the sake of clearing healing and letting go and/or dissolve!
it was some serious stuff, especially one scared me deeply, it still haunts me, to this day off and on.... OGSF 5.9 is one deep program.
Im running it next month. I hope paypal option will be available if not the shop som' som' option, pay in 4, either way.

Shannon's work:
8 hours ago
On Jan 26th, I managed to get a lot accomplished. Thanks, UMS! It's been hard to get off X4A, given how much fun it is and how enjoyable the effects are, but I have to get back to focusing on making wealth.

Got the configuration finished, then set up the subsections that needed to be built and tagged the script I had added. Then started weave out, and three times had to stop to tag a section I had created but forgotten to tag. The script of OGSF is crazy long and extremely complex. Very easy to get lost in the process. The good news is, I designed the build process to force the discovery of all such mistakes, and this means I will always find and correct them, as I did.

Then started weave out, and got 25% of the way done with that before I had to stop for the day. All in all, a solid day of progress, meaning that I should be able to finish weave out tomorrow, and then begin recording day after tomorrow.

OGSF 5.9G has a configuration that really surprises me. It suggests some very interesting (and unexpected) things about the relationship between guilt, shame and fear.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!

ME;
This is gonna be on deep, effective program. gosh. BTW Shannon, keep that weaving up, weave those extensions, " She got Mo' extensions than AT&T" :-) quote from the Nutty professor and in the TV show "In Living Colour" Ha!!

[ncbeareatingman]

I AM really hoping that OGSF 5.9 will help me to help myself clear up some things I absolutely detest about my life and where I AM from, family stuff. some deep deep humiliating shameful and embarassing things, love to see a higher persepctvie, change some of my thinking that needs adjusting and related ,and let some other stuff go by the way side!! Even if it helped but a 1/10th of the way, This program would be worth it ,totally. I Know OGSF 5.9 is gonna Rock da Red Rocks ( its an Arizona thing:-) Ha.

[Shannon]

I'm seeing TID affect my GF in ways that really make me happy, because she has struggled with some stuff concerning exactly what you're talking about, so I think you'll find it worth your investment. People who are deeply emotional and very sensitive should benefit a lot from this program; that's part of what it was specifically designed for.