(03-30-2012, 11:02 AM)Shannon Wrote: Very interesting results. Thanks for the feeback.This seems to fall in line with what my other experiments are showing for the configuration you're using.
Well I've started my 11-day "No excuse zone" yesterday. I just barely scraped by getting a perfect day. It was actually my first "100% success" day yet. I've gotten really close several times but never really managed to get everything. It is hard. Really hard. Still the hardest thing I've faced is the porn addiction. Every day now is a battle for the next 10 days. The porn addiction mocks me all the time, sometimes every minute. I thought I've been addicted to things before, but never like this. Now I think I understand better what smokers go through trying to quit. Sometimes the battle is just minute by minute, I'm calling up friends to desperately hang out or do SOMETHING to get me out of the house away from the computer and the temptation. The sleep is only controllable for now with ambien due to something strange upsetting my sleep lately.
However I do see the light at the end of the tunnel. The potential of what I can become if every day becomes at least a 90% day, I will literally become all my dreams. I am excited about life in a way I've never been before because I never thought I could really do all the things I wanted to, there just wasn't enough time and/or I'm not dedicated enough. Well, if I can pull off the remaining 10 days of 100%, I sure as hell think it's possible to continue a 90% for life. It'll only get easier as the habits get engrained. If I ever go on a vacation and get out of the habits...when I come back, I can just use the tracking and the subliminal again for a boost. The old habit will still be there waiting to get re-activated. Change for life.
My drawing skills are at a comfortable level of drawing-what-I-see. Now I'm starting courses that will hopefully teach me to draw from the mind. Here's some drawing I consider "good enough" and is probably the best I've ever done although there's some errors and could use improvement but it took years to even get this far. I might push my draw-what-I-see farther later or when I get tired of drawing from the mind lessons. After I get good with the mind lessons, it's probably off to color pencils or watercolor.
The girl is lizzy caplan btw. I feel the quality of my drawing (on a personal rating scale, I'm nowhere as good as the pros) is a 9/10. My ability to catch her likeness in this picture maybe a 7.5/10 and could use some work.
