Journey to Being AwEsOmE

[dbzjakecake]

Hello everyone,

ITS BEEN MONTHS!!
I haven't posted because I have gotten real busy. Feel tons better. Thanks to the sub I feel I have gotten over whatever I needed to get over. Alot more emotionally stable. Just calm and and not over reactive.

Something new has come up tho. Its Anxiety. I have never really dealt with it before but I find myself always over thinking everything I do. Its like a voice in my head that is criticizing my every move. Its so strange. I wanted to know what subs would help deal with this?

[Shannon]

If you're using EPRHA, just keep using it. It's peeling away the layers. Takes time. But it will help with anxiety given enough time. You're just going through different levels of healing, and each one has a different sort of expression.

[dbzjakecake]

Thanks Shannon
Will Do

[dbzjakecake]

Hello Everyone!
It has been a long time. Didn't post because I didn't have anytime. Life got carried away. I still stuck with the sub and got the results I wanted. I am totally different from before. No longer depressed or stuck in my head. I'm way more social, outgoing and fun. People always compliment me on how confident, positive and happy I am. EPRHA did work and I am so grateful it did.

I'm thinking of running BIABW along with Overcoming Approach Anxiety. Thinking this would be a good combination to bring more women into my life. If anyone has any thoughts about it, let me know

[dbzjakecake]

Day 1:
First night running the combination of subs. I woke up in the middle of the night really scared and with my heart beating really fast. Guessing it was from some kind of nightmare. Also had had a slight headache as well.
The day went on as usual until a pretty cute woman caught my attention. I didn't approach her but multiple ways to initiate conversion came up in my mind. That hasn't happened before. Before I would just check her out and then say in my head "yea she cute" and then just go on with my life. I thought of a great way to start talking to her but by then it was too late as she was already gone.

[dbzjakecake]

Day 2:
It was really hard to wake up in the morning. Just felt depressed and wanted to stay in bed. Body ached and my head felt so heavy. Forced myself to get up and then I felt much better.
Day went well too. But I got depressed again! This the reason why. There is this one friend, she is really attractive but I'm obviously in the friendzone and don't bother pursuing her. The whole day she ignored me. She wouldn't reply to my text message in the morning, no reply to the meme I sent her, or wouldn't reply back to my joke I sent her on snapchat. Usually I'm like whatever about it and don't care but this time I was fed up with it. Felt like she hates me and it hurt. It was on my mind for a good portion of the day.

[dbzjakecake]

Day 3:
Had a much better morning than before. Woke up without my head feeling like it weighed a ton and actually felt well rested. The day went smoothly. Didn't notice much. There were times in the day where I felt down but then I'd return to being normal. I thought about my ex alot too for some reason. overall just nothing to report on.

[dbzjakecake]

Day 4:
The day was hard! I was stuck in my head alot during the day. Just thinking up random scenarios of being with different women I know and then fantasizing being with them. I couldn't focus for the most part of the day. It was annoying because I had so much to get done during the day. Also noticed, I haven't been as outgoing as I usually am. Don't know if this is the sub. I been saying "No" to do alot of things.

[dbzjakecake]

Day 19:
Haven't been online much. The days have just gone by. Noticing somethings. I have noticed women are treating me nicer. When I went out to the club, it was a blast! Women would pull me towards them to dance. Noticed I wasn't with the same woman all night long. I would jump from person to person. I was everywhere. Like some kind of social butterfly. Also realize I'm on my phone alot more because I am talking to women constantly. This week I have been constantly talking back and forth with the same woman for days. Don't know where it will lead to tho.
There is one woman tho, that I think is beautiful. I see her almost everyday but I can't ever go up to her or talk to her. I just freeze up and in some kind of mesmerized trance. Just stand there in Awe. I really want to say Hi or something but don't know what to say.

[Vincent_Vega]

Day 19:
Haven't been online much. The days have just gone by. Noticing somethings. I have noticed women are treating me nicer. When I went out to the club, it was a blast! Women would pull me towards them to dance. Noticed I wasn't with the same woman all night long. I would jump from person to person. I was everywhere. Like some kind of social butterfly. Also realize I'm on my phone alot more because I am talking to women constantly. This week I have been constantly talking back and forth with the same woman for days. Don't know where it will lead to tho.
There is one woman tho, that I think is beautiful. I see her almost everyday but I can't ever go up to her or talk to her. I just freeze up and in some kind of mesmerized trance. Just stand there in Awe. I really want to say Hi or something but don't know what to say.

What Program Are you on ? :angel:

BIATBW and OAA

[dbzjakecake]

Hey Thanks, templecity. I won't give up and will continue with the subs for as long until I see solid results.

Day 28-
Been awhile. Haven't noticed much changes. Guessing things are normalizing out. I finally talked to the girl that I wanted to for so long. She was really intelligent and we had a good conversation. Haven't talked to her since. Happy I finally talked to her because it was bugging me that I was afraid to do so for so long.
Another woman keeps sending me selfies of herself and we talk sometimes. I don't know how I feel about her though.
Then another woman and I have hooked up. We talked about it and I just wanted to stay friends. It always obvious that she wanted a relationship but I'm not that into her that I would commit like that. We talk sometimes but it isn't as frequent as it was before. We still friendly to each other when we see each other.
Something interesting developed as well between a friend. I was out with my friends and this one female friend of mine started talking to me alot. I find her really cute but she is deeply in love with her boyfriend of 5 years and recently engaged. She was drunk but out of everyone she would just want to talk to me. Other guys would try to pull her away but she just come back to me eventually. Then after around 3am we just stayed outside and star gazed. Since then she constantly messages me, and we message back and forth all day long. We have hung out and seen each other everyday since then. To me I'm getting mixed signals. I think she likes me and at the same time think she doesn't like me. She still talks about her fiance sometimes. It doesn't bother me, I just ignore it but I always wonder why she brings him up alot. Then again she stays up, talking to me and it seems like she always wants to talk to me. I kind have developed feelings for her and I don't like that. I don't know what to do.

[RTBoss]

It may be hard, but tell her you've developed some feelings and that you need to take a step back for a bit.

[dbzjakecake]

Hello Everyone,
After doing BIATBW for about 6 months, I stopped using subs.
Now I'm ready to get back into it.
I want to know what SM3 does internally. Not everyone seems to see anything Externally. What can you guys say about SM3 and what it did to you internally?

[Jake2015]

Hello Everyone,
After doing BIATBW for about 6 months, I stopped using subs.
Now I'm ready to get back into it.
I want to know what SM3 does internally. Not everyone seems to see anything Externally. What can you guys say about SM3 and what it did to you internally?

Im sorry I can't answer your query, but can you share why you stopped using subs? I ask because after 6months, surely you would have loved the results if they worked to want to then jump onto another? so what I'm asking is were there no results for you?