Journal of Alpha123

[alpha123]

He, he. The metal was probably on the brink of breaking, but it was fun anyway. :-)

[alpha123]

I bumped into my former girlfriend. Felt the attraction, as I always do. She came back to my place, and we sat talking for 4,5 hours. We talked about what happen before and during the break up. I have met many women since the break up, but nobody I have really liked, like I used to like her.

[Shannon]

The other day a punched the punch bag at the gym so that a metal ring broke and it fell down. It made me feel like Captain America, "Hey, you have to fix this". But, my left hand is now bruised, so perhaps it was not so smart.

I am selling and saving, because I am going to Brazil!!!!!

Shannon: Yes, do update Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women. I want it, but you must give me an discount on the update. I haven't started the one I bought yet.

I have noticed I do have fear for a lot of things, too many to mention. On the other hand, I also do things that takes courage. I often notice women take an interest, and I really like that.

There's no standard discount on that program for upgrade. Not everything gets a discount for upgrade.

[alpha123]

I haven't been posting for a while. I am now on Stage 6 of SM 2.

At the New Year Eve party I talked with a lot of women. Also, I sang in a loud voice, even if sober, and I found it hilarious. Quite a few people noticed this new behaviour. There is more to come.

Just met my ex wife. We have not seen each other for a long time. We talked about politics and this and that. I pointed out her illogical arguments a couple of times, while being friendly and not escalating. I have noticeably changed.

Things are going well. After I finish SM 2, I will use Stage 3 of Alpha 2011 as a refresher, before starting WM 2.

Boxing and dancing is going well.

I am beginning to think that perhaps it is time for to start hoarding some money, so perhaps BAMM is a good idea. It is pricey, but it may be worth it.

[Sean]

Alpha, that sounds like great stuff, man!

[alpha123]

I haven't posted for a long while. Now I am one week into Stage 4 of WM 2. I feel comfortable where I am, and I am also looking forward to the way ahead. I am currently working on connecting with people. It is very interesting.

[alpha123]

So far I have been doing Alpha 2011, SM 2.0 and now in the last stages of WM 2.0. It has taken some time, but it is obvious that women now look at me as having high value. I have just purchased Alpha 5.0 at a reduced price, so that will be the next sub. I am currently flirting with a high quality woman. Life is pretty good. I used to have a lot of fear of women I found attractive. What a terrible thing. I told the high quality one she made me a little nervous. She said, "What are you afraid of, do you think I am some kind of monster?", and made a face as if attacking me. I just laughed at her, realizing I was not nervous at all. I will do fine if I don't get her.

Just to mention it, I grew up with only a mother and never figured out the dating game. :-)

[alpha123]

Just had a week off subs. It was nice to be able to really relax, but I want to move on. I have decided to do the SM2 refresher for a month before I start Alpha 5. Things are going pretty well, even if I can't boast kisses and sex (I did not get her by the way, and that is no problem, perhaps less). I have dabbled with hypnosis for some time, but have decided to leave that aside for now. I have bought a motorbike, and have fun learning to ride and maintain it. Work is going very well.

[AlphaScorpio]

cool what bike did you get man?

[alpha123]

A big Honda :-)

[AlphaScorpio]

Niceee, got a lil yamaha 125 myself, looking forward to getting something with more power! ;p

[alpha123]

Hi all! I have not been posting for a while, although I do follow the postings on and off. I have just started Stage 2 of Alpha 5. I have had a couple of incidences I want to share with you. On my my back from work this woman queues up right beside me. On the bus, she stands quite close for a while. When she leaves, she touches me "accidentally" twice. The other day, while I was waiting to meet up with the woman that is currently in my life (as Shannon says), this other beautiful woman comes up and wants to talk to me. I am first a little apprehensive, thinking she wants something from me. It turns out she just wants to talk to me, even if I said I was waiting for my girlfriend. When my girlfriend came, I said I had to go, and she looked quite disappointed. My girlfriend was quite happy with the fact that she wanted to talk with me.

Developing as an alpha is hard work, but the subs really does work. It is very important to stay focused, and not fall into the trap of trying to please her, or God forbid, trying to buy her. Also, I think it is very important to be very aware of the power that we develop, the fall could be very hard. All the best to you guys!