09-17-2016, 07:34 PM
I thought I got grew it but it appears I gave up. I just disgused it in my mind as I out grew it.
Maybe it's temporary but right now I can't hold out for "maybe". It either needs to start working on that ASAP or I'm not going to continue. I feel like I'm getting a bad start when it comes to college already. It's just frustrating right now.
I guess I could make one. I'm not sure it would be cool though.
Maybe that's why I had feeling to get a better laptop and not go the cheap route...........again.
I'm still having my ups and downs but I'm still pulling through. I listened to the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People on youtube and am currently trying Habit 1. I feel a little better since putting this habit to use. I don't complain as much and it's easier to stay positive. Except when I'm driving because people are assholes on the road. I need to work on that.
Also realized that the only co-worker I talk to is a bitch. I can see why her husband is acting the way he is toward her. You can only take so much. Also that victim mentality and just being petty makes for an interesting combination of craziness.
To make matters worse some of her habits rubbed off on me. When I caught on I beat myself up for a minute but the next day I put habit 1 into use. That's when the rose-colored glasses came off and I see it all.
Also got a new laptop....finally. I went through some inner battles with this decision. I'm not comfortable with spending that much money even if it is something that I need. The same experience popped up with buying the car. This time once I went to the store for the second time asked the sales person a few questions I was okay. Got over that feeling much faster than when I was buying the car.
Maybe it's temporary but right now I can't hold out for "maybe". It either needs to start working on that ASAP or I'm not going to continue. I feel like I'm getting a bad start when it comes to college already. It's just frustrating right now.
I guess I could make one. I'm not sure it would be cool though.
Maybe that's why I had feeling to get a better laptop and not go the cheap route...........again.I'm still having my ups and downs but I'm still pulling through. I listened to the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People on youtube and am currently trying Habit 1. I feel a little better since putting this habit to use. I don't complain as much and it's easier to stay positive. Except when I'm driving because people are assholes on the road. I need to work on that.
Also realized that the only co-worker I talk to is a bitch. I can see why her husband is acting the way he is toward her. You can only take so much. Also that victim mentality and just being petty makes for an interesting combination of craziness.
To make matters worse some of her habits rubbed off on me. When I caught on I beat myself up for a minute but the next day I put habit 1 into use. That's when the rose-colored glasses came off and I see it all.
Also got a new laptop....finally. I went through some inner battles with this decision. I'm not comfortable with spending that much money even if it is something that I need. The same experience popped up with buying the car. This time once I went to the store for the second time asked the sales person a few questions I was okay. Got over that feeling much faster than when I was buying the car.
