07-02-2016, 05:56 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-02-2016, 06:12 PM by Why So Serious?.)
@ eternitys_child
I think it did. It felt normal to insecurities about money at the time. It's not as bad now. And thanks it's about time I got that out of the way.
@ncbeareatingman
I had that feeling of abundance(I'm guess what your refering to as waking states?) with AF not so much with E2. I'm starting to think of money as a tool and not put to much emotions into it like I did. I Just need put it to some good use. No money dreams as of yet though.
Hmm had a couple of breakthoughs.
One that I can't rely heavily on the sub to get rid of my fears. Some of them will have to be faced head on. Embarrassing to admit that I was relying so much on the sub to do it for me. Didn't realize it till now.
It really is okay to focus on sex and sexuality and all that jazz. I have fully accepted that. Finally
I also took those MBTI test again and now I'm an intp instead of an infp. Thought it would have stayed the same. Oh well. No need putting to much importance into that anyway.
I don't think I have to listen to the sub for a year to get the full benefits of the sub. Maybe six months is all I need........I think. Lately I have the feeling that I can't get anymore out of the sub. I think I can, but deep down I feel like this is it for now. I have been feeling kind of bored even with the breakthroughs. Maybe I need to take a break from it and get back to it. Longer than what I said in a earlier post. I'm very nervous about stopping but at the same time I'm very excited. If I stop I can see how the sub works while molding into my personality. Soo awesome can't wait for my break tomorrow.
If that doesn't work and start getting depressed I'll just start if up again.
I think it did. It felt normal to insecurities about money at the time. It's not as bad now. And thanks it's about time I got that out of the way.
@ncbeareatingman
I had that feeling of abundance(I'm guess what your refering to as waking states?) with AF not so much with E2. I'm starting to think of money as a tool and not put to much emotions into it like I did. I Just need put it to some good use. No money dreams as of yet though.
Hmm had a couple of breakthoughs.
One that I can't rely heavily on the sub to get rid of my fears. Some of them will have to be faced head on. Embarrassing to admit that I was relying so much on the sub to do it for me. Didn't realize it till now.
It really is okay to focus on sex and sexuality and all that jazz. I have fully accepted that. Finally
I also took those MBTI test again and now I'm an intp instead of an infp. Thought it would have stayed the same. Oh well. No need putting to much importance into that anyway.
I don't think I have to listen to the sub for a year to get the full benefits of the sub. Maybe six months is all I need........I think. Lately I have the feeling that I can't get anymore out of the sub. I think I can, but deep down I feel like this is it for now. I have been feeling kind of bored even with the breakthroughs. Maybe I need to take a break from it and get back to it. Longer than what I said in a earlier post. I'm very nervous about stopping but at the same time I'm very excited. If I stop I can see how the sub works while molding into my personality. Soo awesome can't wait for my break tomorrow.
If that doesn't work and start getting depressed I'll just start if up again.
