Joining that EPRHA 2.0 Bandwagon

[Why So Serious?]

Apparently I treat people closest to me like shit. My Dad and sister told me at different times. I think my mom thinks so too but indirectly tells me. Usually this would go straight over my head but now I know that they are right.

Whew... you acknowledged that they are right!! Takes guts to admit that!!! Sounds like you are ready to deal with it.

The best part is... you are already listening to EHPRA 2.0 and you are already in the process of healing.

Just so that I'm clear. I'm not sure if EHPRA 2.0 makes you into a loving person. What is clear is you are giving off a loving vibe. Hope that makes sense. I've become more forgiving of other people's (how can I put this nicely) um... stupidity. Ok, I'll stop...

I guess I don't think it takes guts and just admitting it doesn't mean I'll deal with it.
I thought you had to be a loving person to give off a loving vibe or at least feel loving in that moment.
And you don't have to stop.

Today I was going thinking about how I didn't have to apologize for me hurting other peoples feelings and how those people don't consider my feelings. Now I got to fake to nice to people so their feelings don't get hurt. The usual back and forth mental garbage. Suddenly I felt like something had been released. Whatever happened is in the past. I can only focus on what can be done now. I'm not trying to rush to make it better either. This is going to take time to heal.

Went to my sisters and instead of feeling uncomfortable I felt welcome. Never would have thought that would happen.

Still nothing groundbreaking to report though. At least nothing external.