Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Day 36: well today should be interesting. Im heading to the health department and then spending some time hanging out. Its really nice to be able to socialize again! It was really rough not knowing anyone around the area except my step uncle. I still feel really good emotionally. My confidence is definately alot better. It would seem my lack of confidence in several areas was all due to guilt/shame/fear. I even came to realize what things i would do that i did for someone other than myself. Now its more of a concious choice of do i want to do this or not, and am i doing it for me or someone else. Im not totally to the point where im bombproof enough to face my ex without an emotional response, but almost. I feel i have the courage to tell him off if i had to. Anyway, gotta get ready so i can enjoy my day! Maybe ill write more later.