Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Day 35: i managed to get a 5 mile bike ride and a couple applications in. There are some that i need to do online, so my mom is going to give me a hand being that my computer isnt hooked up to the internet at the moment. All in all its been a good morning so far. I feel very strong emotionally today. Like everything is going to work out. The how may not be obvious but its there. Im not panicked just because i dont see it. I will find it. Sometimes it comes at the last minute lol. I finally have peace among the chaos. I feel like im sitting in the eye of a hurricane. Its completely peaceful yet all around it is chaos. Its a very unique feeling. I could get used to feeling this way. Its allowed me to look at everything from the perspective of being calm and logical. I feel that i have grown tremendously as of late. I am no longer a follower. I feel myself becoming more of a leader. I am looking forward to The next couple months of this sub and then i am planning the ultra success sub. Maybe by then the 5g alpha female sub will be out.