Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

I am more and more amazed at the amount of missing information there was in this "perfect setup" which was supposed to get me on my feet and successful. I am positively amazed at how many problems i have had to work through. Its seems that he screwed up in how he got me started. I am looking at some major issues to solve. And i am shaking my head, plus i have to listen to my mom say that he must have known and that he must have deliberately misled me. It doesn't really matter if he knew. I am committed to this so i have to make it work. Its just not as easy as he made it seem. This is going to take alot more time energy and money than i expected. Before i go investing any more though i have to make sure its viable. I mean if he was helping me then it would definately be doable, but then again maybe all of this was tainted by the timing and the fact that he was involved. I am too sore to go clear my head, plus i have to wait for calls with more information. If i switched to a different business it would only cost me 80 or so per year for the liscense. But the rate im looking at 400 a year for the liscense on top of the 80 plus add to it a commercial lease. With my credit the way it is who knows if i even could get one its just time to stop and think it through. Im sure i can solve this if i just think on it for a bit. Man it sure seems that everything that could go wrong has as far as the business. On the flip side gaining my independence and being on my own is going better than i thought. Now if only i could solve these business issues i should be in the clear. I have to step carefully and think things out thoroughly. I dont need him to help me through this although the moral support and person to brainstorm with would be nice.