Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Update: so apparently it seems that the majority of my turmoil is being fueled as of late by my subconscious as a way of trying to resist change. It took me a bit to figure out, but finally it clicked, and obce i caught myself the pressure seems to be shifting. Whatever it is that its fighting so hard to protect is sure going to be major when i get there. Right now my subconscious mind is trying to do everything it can to push people away who are deemed a threat, and now it seems that the latest is an attempt to get me to stop using the sub. Guess this is where progress starts huh? Thankfully as of late all i have to do is become aware of what my subconscious is doing to get it to stop. But i still feel strange, kind of like the eye of a hurricane..