Day 3 - Part 2 - Update - (No Fap, Porn Sites, Tiredness, Procrastination, Snapchat Girl, Fight Girl, Qu1: Order of attack?, Qu2: Long Range Sniper?, Stonewalling?)
(No Fap)
Im listening to DMSI right now so thought id come on and post. I listen to DMSI while doing something at my desk.
Anyway no desire to fap, I do get a little aroused but the actual need to bring my hand to choke the monkey, well whether its there or not its just not happened as yet and id like to think this is DMSI and not me consciously doing it due to reading others not fapping either lol
(Porn Sites)
So I am going on sites more out of habit rather than anything else and not fapping. Its almost as if im used to seeing the naked female form and couples simply getting it on without any real excitment.
(Tiredness)
After having a pizza, well many many slices im tired. Im also still drinking coke zero and tea but yeah tired due to over eating.
(Procrastination)
Nothing changed there, im still avoiding study ALOT!. Dmsi I know isnt geared towards procrastination as a whole but simply focused on procrastination that is towards the aims of this sub and well not really aware of what that means except that im not doing much because im lazy, tired and also its snowing outside at -9C.
(Snapchat Girl)
Yup shes mentioning her bf in not so particular way but more simply that <NAME> did this or <NAME> did that, as well as confiding in me about her broken phone and how the culprit (her friend) isnt coughing up the money for it but today he has and hes fixed it. However no flirting or anything is happening there.
(Fight Girl)
Was on the phone to her for maybe 2 hours yesterday - forgot to mention. But it was plutonic even though we could talk about BBC and other sexual thing but yet it was more easy to talk rather than it building any sexual chemistry or tension I felt. So anyway maybe im her new gay best friend hahaha
(Qu1: Order of attack?)
Nothing else to report so just a question that I asked earlier today, I wonder if fap is now being taken care of whether theres any way of knowing what is being taken care of next?
(Qu2: Long Range Sniper?)
There are many girls that I like at uni, girls with bfs and girls that I see in passing. I wonder if just by thinking of girls, if DMSI can work on them or do I actually have to be near them to pass my aura to them and influence them?
(Stonewalling)
If fapping is indeed being taken care of by DMSI, then its fair to say that its working on me and that im not stonewalling this element of the sub, however rather than getting my hopes too high far too quickly, I think its best I give it some more days and see whats happening. Its not easy seeing so many positive posts already but it does give me belief and hope that hopefully this may be the time my stonewalling is at an end. Wish me luck people!
I wish there was alot more to report but there isnt unfortunately.
(No Fap)
Im listening to DMSI right now so thought id come on and post. I listen to DMSI while doing something at my desk.
Anyway no desire to fap, I do get a little aroused but the actual need to bring my hand to choke the monkey, well whether its there or not its just not happened as yet and id like to think this is DMSI and not me consciously doing it due to reading others not fapping either lol
(Porn Sites)
So I am going on sites more out of habit rather than anything else and not fapping. Its almost as if im used to seeing the naked female form and couples simply getting it on without any real excitment.
(Tiredness)
After having a pizza, well many many slices im tired. Im also still drinking coke zero and tea but yeah tired due to over eating.
(Procrastination)
Nothing changed there, im still avoiding study ALOT!. Dmsi I know isnt geared towards procrastination as a whole but simply focused on procrastination that is towards the aims of this sub and well not really aware of what that means except that im not doing much because im lazy, tired and also its snowing outside at -9C.
(Snapchat Girl)
Yup shes mentioning her bf in not so particular way but more simply that <NAME> did this or <NAME> did that, as well as confiding in me about her broken phone and how the culprit (her friend) isnt coughing up the money for it but today he has and hes fixed it. However no flirting or anything is happening there.
(Fight Girl)
Was on the phone to her for maybe 2 hours yesterday - forgot to mention. But it was plutonic even though we could talk about BBC and other sexual thing but yet it was more easy to talk rather than it building any sexual chemistry or tension I felt. So anyway maybe im her new gay best friend hahaha
(Qu1: Order of attack?)
Nothing else to report so just a question that I asked earlier today, I wonder if fap is now being taken care of whether theres any way of knowing what is being taken care of next?
(Qu2: Long Range Sniper?)
There are many girls that I like at uni, girls with bfs and girls that I see in passing. I wonder if just by thinking of girls, if DMSI can work on them or do I actually have to be near them to pass my aura to them and influence them?
(Stonewalling)
If fapping is indeed being taken care of by DMSI, then its fair to say that its working on me and that im not stonewalling this element of the sub, however rather than getting my hopes too high far too quickly, I think its best I give it some more days and see whats happening. Its not easy seeing so many positive posts already but it does give me belief and hope that hopefully this may be the time my stonewalling is at an end. Wish me luck people!
I wish there was alot more to report but there isnt unfortunately.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days