*Jake's Overcoming Fear 5.75.1G Journal*

[Jake2015]

In my opinion you should focus for a longer time upon yourself.

When I read your entries here I get the impression in your life is everything about stuff that is outside of you and outside of your direct control. Sometimes it comes across like you are the victim of what happens to you.

You have to discover yourself, your inner strength, your ability to choose and your own responsibility.

You can never control the weather, but you can control the way how to dress yourself.
You can never control other persons, feelings, etc, but you can control your reaction to the outside.

Make your life about you, about living a life that is whole without needing a woman in your life. To build a life that is worth living, that you enjoy and that makes your eyes glow when you talk about what you did in the last few weeks.

Thank you AriGold, Yeah I get you.

Thats what im trying to do, ive had enough of being this sad pathetic needy clingy guy who falls in love so quickly its silly and then dreams of all that comes with love.

Im trying to fix myself with the help of the subs here so fingers crossed.