06-13-2017, 06:51 AM
Day 15 Update
So so far I've been procrastinating as you all know.
I today listened to the US for approx. 13-15hours. This was because I went to bed at midnight, couldnt sleep until 6am or 7am and then woke around 2pm and let it continue to play while I showered so returned to a room which continued to play the sub.
I had a thought, that perhaps E2 did maybe have an effect on may but a negative one.
I cannot be sure about this but while getting dry I was thinking of hour I was very well not depressed but down due to not having a social life, a social group now nor doing anything except staying in my apartment procrastinating.
I today spoke to a friend before my shower, on the phone and then felt well not down, not due to him but maybe due to having had some social interaction and contact.
Either way I'm just postulating here that maybe E2 was causing the down feeling but who knows, as I certainly don't.
That being said I have an exam tomorrow and so guess what the procrastination has suddenly reduced MAGIC right!! so ill just get on with prepping for that.
I do hope that MLS is released in the summer, this will help a lot I'm sure.
I do also hope that in the future the later versions of E2 and other clearing elements of subs work at a far quicker rate than they currently do, due to the previous post which made me wonder.
We seek change, healing, progress in the swiftest safest way without spending years on a single sub for achievement of a goal.
anyway Im rambling out my thoughts so back to today....
So so far I've been procrastinating as you all know.
I today listened to the US for approx. 13-15hours. This was because I went to bed at midnight, couldnt sleep until 6am or 7am and then woke around 2pm and let it continue to play while I showered so returned to a room which continued to play the sub.
I had a thought, that perhaps E2 did maybe have an effect on may but a negative one.
I cannot be sure about this but while getting dry I was thinking of hour I was very well not depressed but down due to not having a social life, a social group now nor doing anything except staying in my apartment procrastinating.
I today spoke to a friend before my shower, on the phone and then felt well not down, not due to him but maybe due to having had some social interaction and contact.
Either way I'm just postulating here that maybe E2 was causing the down feeling but who knows, as I certainly don't.
That being said I have an exam tomorrow and so guess what the procrastination has suddenly reduced MAGIC right!! so ill just get on with prepping for that.
I do hope that MLS is released in the summer, this will help a lot I'm sure.
I do also hope that in the future the later versions of E2 and other clearing elements of subs work at a far quicker rate than they currently do, due to the previous post which made me wonder.
We seek change, healing, progress in the swiftest safest way without spending years on a single sub for achievement of a goal.
anyway Im rambling out my thoughts so back to today....
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days