How I Became an Alpha Male ( AM6 )

[MJ1]

there are ,many scenarios in my mind about sub not working or maybe it is working

but one of them is FGS within me.last night had a dream about finding treasure with a mentor and we found lot's of old coins ( and travel checks lol) someone called the police and we ran but they never got us.maybe fear of being rich.

also i woke up 2 nights with deep fear.there is lack of face to face interaction in my life.more because of my life style.in class i try to test my personality and step out of comfort zone.
the cute girl i mentioned before starts convos with me.it's cool.maybe i post again after class today.

[MJ1]

Stage 1 Day 19 exposure time 300 hours : i'm back it was a really good day.every body trying to ask my opinion about everything.more respect from guys for sure.especially people i respect myself and enjoy talking to.guys 40-50 years old asked for my help.not something new but not this much all at once.feel i benefited less than an average person from stage 1.because i was near the stage 1's finish line.

have to say i did some religious rituals i don't say more because it'a new for all people. it's something like subs but ancient.that's enough.

married women comes to my personal space more not because they want to have sex with me because they are relaxed around me and know my good intentions.i still feel short sometimes. especially around my ex she's about 183-4 i hope it's subs removing it forever.part of this because my body size.i don't have resources to improve that.

girl's online can't get enough of me.they talk about me in public about me.have to say it feels good that i'm i the right direction.i'm not proud of girl wanting me i just mention it to stay positive in the process.

we as alphas can engage in activities that require more social skills.that's our advantage i'm gonna use this for sure.i can be a good sales persons but i don't like that i hate chasing rich people for contracts.some people like it but not me.

tests gonna begin 6 months later but i know i'm gonna do great.last semester i got 17.50 (from 20) in average.it was my first time that i got this grade. i always was a smart kid but not a good student.

wish you a good end.

[JackOfHearts]

Great result for a first AM run. I personally fuck up all the times with online dating recently. I prefer real life (away from the keyboard).

[MJ1]

in online dating picture is everything like tip of iceberg.body language and social proof can be shown in it.
even part of female body shows that you already have women in your life.don't forget to smile.

i hope that help

[JackOfHearts]

Yeah I know but I don't have the picture yet. But the real problem are the word I say I think because most of them don't even go on my profile. But anyway it's not my focus, I do it for fun, I don't take it seriously. I just do it to see if AM6 gave me some superpower

[LionKing]

I used to do some online dating, but found that it kept me on my computer more than I wanted to. Should have kept the conversations shorter. And another thing was that I began to feel a bit down reading profile after profile of women describing that they want a man who's done messing around, ready to commit etc. I know they have social pressure to write that, but still. I felt like I can be more honest and not deal with those expectations when I meet girls in real life. Also felt weaker, because I couldn't communicate with body language.. but that's a year ago, maybe I'd feel different now.

[MJ1]

Yeah I know but I don't have the picture yet. But the real problem are the word I say I think because most of them don't even go on my profile. But anyway it's not my focus, I do it for fun, I don't take it seriously. I just do it to see if AM6 gave me some superpower

studies shows that face to face convos keep mind sharper.btw i'm not in dating site.it's a website that my friends are there and we have talk there.chicks are there too.

I used to do some online dating, but found that it kept me on my computer more than I wanted to.

True.

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ُStage 1 Day 20

it's day 20 already.feel a lot resistance along adding weight.this is something that is deep and i fear won't be cleared.i just want to be 75kg i'm 62 right now.

i'm horny.saw a big tits girl online (in another city) and her profile is open even now lol.this is absolutely new.the thing about beautiful girl is , everyone trying to get their attention.my mindset was like:if i msg her she's going to think i'm interested.and there wasn't a way to start normal convo with her.i know this is not a right mindset.but sometimes you need to give it time to look normal.

girls department is output i have to change what is inside

as is mentioned in Millionaire Fastlane 1 inch change in direction gonna change destination.i want that in every aspect of my life.

[MJ1]

an interesting article about online dating

The Most Successful Online Dating Profile Photos Revealed

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Stage 1 Day 21 : getting more respect from guys and more social proof from women.a married female friend said you are admirable in front of every one.another girl said how beautiful you are.

as you can see in picture my eyebrows are like i did something to them but actually they are my natural eyebrows.sometimes it works for me sometimes against me.anyway. . .

removing procrastination is keeping my mind busy.i'm making little changes and doing thing differently.

[MJ1]

Stage 1 Day 23 Yesterday had a job interview for translator and got a job as 3D designer lol how crazy is that? i will also help them with translating.

from now on my time gonna be limited.so until next time gentlemen.

[zen]

Stage 1 Day 23 Yesterday had a job interview for translator and got a job as 3D designer lol how crazy is that? i will also help them with translating.

from now on my time gonna be limited.so until next time gentlemen.

Congrats Do you think that getting that job has something to do with previously running FYPJ?

[MJ1]

Stage 1 Day 24 :

the major subject that keeps my mind busy in crowded places is who is taller than me? like it's a game.i'm doing more than good in new job.more respect from guys more looks from girls blah blah

next days is really important and i'm gonna be at my A game.like to write more but maybe next time.

wish you a good end.
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thanks Zen

of course,especially after running FYPJ i was hungry for job hunting.

but in my opinion FYPJ needs upgrades like OGFS and self improvement.your outside world is reflect of your personality.i got the job while older and more experienced people were trying to get that.thank God.

[MJ1]

Stage 2 Day 1 :

what i want to say wasn't easy for me to admit i know it's not right but it's ok to respect your feelings.i'm angry and jealous at my ex.i imagine her with my friend.i don't want to see them happy because i can read there thoughts about myself (body language etc) i want this feeling to be gone otherwise it will destroy my romantic life.they are happy together and i'm wasting my time and energy thinking about them.screw them.

relationship with my brother got really good.my goal is to be one each other best friends.i know he look up to me in many areas of life.after all i'm the big brother.i'm letting people to help me.i can get along with my dad better.i don't get angry with one word.i say my word but in calm way.
he's making better decision because of TLAM and starting to think BIG.

desire to watching porn decreased

i'm searching and trying to do " what is right " a hard one for sure.a family friend gave me some gift card which i bought a whiteboard for my room and other stuff for writing also a book about translating tricks.

my mind is like " Running of the Bulls " festival.i have lots of major questions in my mind like :

can i finally be rich?

how my future be like?

can i find the wife that i want?

is this sub working?

how can i be rich?

how can i escape this sidewalk?

translating a book is 50% of work and marketing it is the other 50%.my dad asked me what i want to do with my life i gave him my perspective and he said " i respect that".things starting to move slowly.i don't care about love or relationships.the major focus is me.Brad Pit once said: when all of my friends started to being married and having kids i said look you always have time for that.now focus on your career.

well that's the plan Mr.Pitt

[MJ1]

i think the bottom line of Stage 2 is : Forget Women , Focus on Yourself.

i feel stage 1 was trying to get rid of unwanted experiences in the past but now it's trying to make " Me" an alpha male.it's really interesting how each stage feels different.

[MJ1]

I am loving stage 2 already.it's interesting how my thoughts have changed.i don't know where to start.before if someone told me about his/her problems i would be like oh that's really important let's solve that.but now i say hey show him/her the solution and focus on your path.save your mind energy.

Basic fears are starting to fade , that's awesome.i was out with my friend and we talked about work , finance and migrating.i enjoyed the night.i can see how people give up dreams and walks around like zombies.they think they know everything. . . you can't fill someone mind if it's full already.

i want to finish my book asap.old good habits are showing up again.like thinking on paper,reading books a lot,hard working ...

i will be honest here,i'm worried AM6 won't deliver what is in product page.but it's doesn't matter how i'm thinking right now if it changes in the future.

in general i'm showing more manly behaviour and people can sense that.in ASC was a time that i could keep up good results like getting looks from women.and now i'm in that phase.after that is the phase that you know women are going to stare at you no matter what.what i love more that sex with women is freedom of having sex with women which my mind is free of thinking about sex and i can use that energy on more productive things.i want my everyday be better than yesterday.

when i sit on my chair i feel less motivated it kind trigger laziness inside me.i may change my room decoracion.