Greenhaze US/LM

[Greenhaze]

Yeah me too lol, also i forgot to mention in post earlier because that whole health thing preoccupied my mind, but my doctor gave me a sheet to fill out and bring back next week as he believes i have ADHD from my conversation with him, i filled it out and the questions explained so much on my thought processes and why i can never start or finish anything, so hopefully when i go back in next week i can get something for that and that will help with a massive range of things, so in the span of a week i went from complete utter hopelessness from not having both my jobs anymore and health issues to looking on the brighter side of things that next week i may be able to cure something that has plagued me my entire life and had no idea what it was always felt like an outcast because of being so different from everyone else.

[Omni3]

Every cloud has a silver lining and with FRM/USLM3 the cloud quickly clears and you're left with the silver (or gold)

[Greenhaze]

Went back to doctors got some ADHD medication which has helped as i can actually remember some stuff now and dont get that sidetracked, i still do have some of the problems before so i think when i go back in a month he just needs to up the dosage.

Applied for new job they called me back next day if i could come in for interview hopefully i get it and thats pretty much in for USLM im sure there is more stuff but me remembering is kind of still hazy.

Also went to the mall today do some christmas shopping and every single girl that i was attracted to stared at me, i had one girl while i was sitting down she was working in a store at the front greeting people i was directly across from her and she looked my way and started doing this little dance to the music but a kind of sexy dance not to overtly but definitely shaking her boobs a little bit and the whole time she was staring right at me there was no one sitting next to me so was definitely aimed at me then she had to go help someone but 2 minutes later came back to the same spot and kept looking my way, i have never had that happen before and i dont have anything to do with women as my goals for USLM and i dont have any plans on running DMSI 3.3 so very interesting.

[Shannon]

Maybe the results of this version will impress you so much you run it?

[Greenhaze]

Maybe, id be lying if i said it hadn't crossed my mind to run it and i had another girl stare at me while at the restaurant i work at on weekends, i came out of the back and her head immediately swung my way, her husband or boyfriend was talking to her she just completely ignored him and kept looking at me she literally turned her head away from him to look at me.

I also had a girl i work with that i guess you could say playful banter with i dont know what to call it, almost flirting but not quite and i haven't seen her in 2 weeks and im standing in the back and theres enough room to go behind me i forget what she said to me but i playfully got in her way so she pokes me in the stomach which was unexpected and i took a step back then she started to walk by me but got extremely close pushing her boobs up against my chest she has never done that before

Also i read that you put body fat as fuel and as of 4 days ago i have lost almost a pound a day, haven't changed anything in my diet or anything, so now im sitting here and im kind of torn between DMSI and USLM on one hand, i could run DMSI and the way things have went today immediately start to execute the script no problem at all, on the other hand i really want to make money so i can go and travel and do whatever i want whenever i want

[Shannon]

Darn that Shannon, making life so hard for you! lol

[Greenhaze]

lol yes very hard but im going to do USLM although weirdly as i typed that my mind said DMSI but definitely doing USLM, I will run DMSI after USLM though and i was sitting here thinking 10 minutes ago is it possible that i have TID from DMSI while running USLM and it is doing something so that when im done running USLM i am already irresistibly sexual and can just execute automatically?

Also another thing that i have noticed i have absolutely no desire to masturbate anymore at all maybe thats some semen retention for USLM to transmute sexual energy into focus for acheiving the goals,but with everything else thats going on kind of seems like it is the wall for DMSI but correlation does not imply causation.

[Greenhaze]

Still nothing happening with success or luck. Doesnt feel like FRM is working on getting rid of anything, although maybe it is and i just dont notice it, I dont think i have fear or fears related to my goals , the only thing that comes close is something people in my family have said that i'll never amount to anything blah blah blah, sure i was a little dissapointed at that but i realize it's because i just ignored the status quo of go to school get a career work all day get weekends off or not at all and just slave away, I never wanted to do that.
i remember when i was a kid when my parents would be working all the time told myself i would never ever do that, you get one life i'm not working for someone else until im 60 and to bruised and broken to do anything. Hell i could go live in a shack on some beach in San blas islands or Philippines or Thailand just catch some fish for food and i would be happier than working for someone else until i retire.

So dont know what USLM is doing, maybe i need to write out my goals more specific or maybe i started off too ambitious right off the bat and need to start lower and work my way up. I focus on my short term goal and my mind just goes blank theres nothing there, no thoughts or ideas for niches for designs or what to name the website absolutely nothing, its just empty, maybe i should print it off and make a big huge poster and put it so im always looking at it instead of on word on my computer.

[Greenhaze]

Had lots of girls staring at me again lots of smiles, no longer doing temp jobs for staffing agency that only last 2 weeks, they finally got me a long term bposition which was unloading trucks but they moved me into picking orders which they said usually takes 4-5 months for them to do, took me 3 days. So there is some luck and success going on but nothing related to my goals although to be fair i havent been looking at them every day so maybe thats why.

[Greenhaze]

Been having extremely strong urges to run DMSI instead of USLM, I dont know if its something to do with all the beautiful women staring at me, like just last night there was a customer at work and her eyes just followed me everywhere, everytime i came out of the back her eyes just snapped to me its almost as if she knew i was coming out of the back and the way she was staring it was a primal stare clothes ripping off nails scratching my back kind of stare like a hawk watching its prey.

Then when i was going to bed and thinking about if i was going to run DMSI, and this sounds kind of weird but i could almost feel a woman laying next to me hear her whispering dirty things in my ear then had a thought so vivid so real that i knew exactly what she looked like, even though never seen a girl who looked like her in person, so i may run DMSI for a bit and then do UMS because the reason im doing USLM is for money and i think usm would be alot better for that, although this could all be a distraction a way to not run USLM and achieve the goals, because i do have a couple ideas in mind now to sell which is good because i did set a goal of having ideas before the january 1 but i was to be executing on them and have everything set up and ready to go but i need money to set it up and i have none to spare for this, so maybe it is all a running away tactic to stop me from acheving the goals but i do need money so maybe i should run USM for a bit when it comes out, maybe usm would help even better for my goals because they all have to do with making money.

[THolt]

Been having extremely strong urges to run DMSI instead of USLM, I dont know if its something to do with all the beautiful women staring at me, like just last night there was a customer at work and her eyes just followed me everywhere, everytime i came out of the back her eyes just snapped to me its almost as if she knew i was coming out of the back and the way she was staring it was a primal stare clothes ripping off nails scratching my back kind of stare like a hawk watching its prey.

Then when i was going to bed and thinking about if i was going to run DMSI, and this sounds kind of weird but i could almost feel a woman laying next to me hear her whispering dirty things in my ear then had a thought so vivid so real that i knew exactly what she looked like, even though never seen a girl who looked like her in person, so i may run DMSI for a bit and then do UMS because the reason im doing USLM is for money and i think usm would be alot better for that, although this could all be a distraction a way to not run USLM and achieve the goals, because i do have a couple ideas in mind now to sell which is good because i did set a goal of having ideas before the january 1 but i was to be executing on them and have everything set up and ready to go but i need money to set it up and i have none to spare for this, so maybe it is all a running away tactic to stop me from acheving the goals but i do need money so maybe i should run USM for a bit when it comes out, maybe usm would help even better for my goals because they all have to do with making money.

I am in the same dilemma. Should I run UMS or USLM4? I am leaning more towards UMS so I can make more money.

[Paul1131]

Been having extremely strong urges to run DMSI instead of USLM, I dont know if its something to do with all the beautiful women staring at me, like just last night there was a customer at work and her eyes just followed me everywhere, everytime i came out of the back her eyes just snapped to me its almost as if she knew i was coming out of the back and the way she was staring it was a primal stare clothes ripping off nails scratching my back kind of stare like a hawk watching its prey.

Then when i was going to bed and thinking about if i was going to run DMSI, and this sounds kind of weird but i could almost feel a woman laying next to me hear her whispering dirty things in my ear then had a thought so vivid so real that i knew exactly what she looked like, even though never seen a girl who looked like her in person, so i may run DMSI for a bit and then do UMS because the reason im doing USLM is for money and i think usm would be alot better for that, although this could all be a distraction a way to not run USLM and achieve the goals, because i do have a couple ideas in mind now to sell which is good because i did set a goal of having ideas before the january 1 but i was to be executing on them and have everything set up and ready to go but i need money to set it up and i have none to spare for this, so maybe it is all a running away tactic to stop me from acheving the goals but i do need money so maybe i should run USM for a bit when it comes out, maybe usm would help even better for my goals because they all have to do with making money.

Interesting you should mention that, I’m getting a lot of DMSI like effects on USLM too. It seems to be kind of a side effect. I’m actually a little nervous to try DAMSI if a sub that’s not focused on attraction does this, what will one that is focused on it do?
In all seriousness, you paid good money for USLM, why not finish the three months get the good stuff from it, then move on to DAMSI?

[Greenhaze]

So i have stopped USLM for USM when it comes out, and interestingly since then i have been researching vanguard funds etfs, reits, dividends everything.

Today i opened up a Tax free saving account with investing on it i have room to put in around 60 thousand and every year how much you can put in goes up and when i left i was talking to my dad he said " are you trying to become a self made millionaire by 30?" which stunned me for a moment because that was one of my main goals on USLM

Also been looking at ideas for passive income so far i have 30 right now, going to narrow that down to the best ones.

[Greenhaze]

Been reading USM wont be out until a couple more subs are built which im guessing takes USM into september so im back on USLM.

Changed up my goals it is now no longer short medium long term goals it is one goal and that is it and thats to get enough money to do whatever i want whenever i want whether that by winning the lottery or whatever it decides and set a time line to happen before i am 27-28, started loops last night went into work this morning my manager announces that the company will start incentives for picking orders in the form of bonuses, get paid more for volunteering to unload trucks etc so thats good.

Also i usually go through my money as fast as i get it, i have actually been saving my money last couple weeks and only buying what i really need which is just basically food and that is it, on that note found some good deals on some meat for my keto diet dont have to get meat for a while now.