09-17-2018, 10:16 PM
I wrote all this out earlier before work it just started coming to me.
After typing that out last night i had the most peaceful deep sleep i can ever remember.And now i'm sitting here thinking to myself why did i let stupid shit like that bother me so much I mean there is what 3-4 billion women on the planet and i am letting the comments and actions of one person define me f*ck that. There is so much more to life so much to experience i'm not letting shit like that get me down anymore because in the end f*ck it cant affect you if you dont give a f*ck it cannot become your reality if you let it and i forgot all about that, and i took her words as a gospel that ill will never be able to pleasure a women and now looking back maybe i needed this experience to lead me to dmsi and subliminals, maybe i needed that experience to make me a better man to grow to higher heights, to learn new shit.
And after typing all this out i feel this energy somewhere in my chest close to my heart kind of an excited energy and now i dont feel anxious about women, right now in this moment on how i'm feeling i would absolutely destroy some girl's pussy and make her forget her own name, make her forget all her problems all that little shit and in that moment all that exists on her mind is just me, thats how im feeling right now, that sleep cleared me massively, I'm so full of energy i'd go run iwht the bulls in Pamplona, swim with some great whites, hell i'll step into the ring with Mike Tyson and Muhammad Ali at the same time while in their prime, I'm excited for things to come also helps i have now been cleared to drive so everything is coming together.
So after i wrote all that out and went to work i had a co worker tell me about that girl who kept staring at me that she likes me and is asking about me so im obviously missing a bunch of signs here besides the sexual innuendos that she says to me also was kind of surprised as she just met a guy and im pretty sure they are dating now
After typing that out last night i had the most peaceful deep sleep i can ever remember.And now i'm sitting here thinking to myself why did i let stupid shit like that bother me so much I mean there is what 3-4 billion women on the planet and i am letting the comments and actions of one person define me f*ck that. There is so much more to life so much to experience i'm not letting shit like that get me down anymore because in the end f*ck it cant affect you if you dont give a f*ck it cannot become your reality if you let it and i forgot all about that, and i took her words as a gospel that ill will never be able to pleasure a women and now looking back maybe i needed this experience to lead me to dmsi and subliminals, maybe i needed that experience to make me a better man to grow to higher heights, to learn new shit.
And after typing all this out i feel this energy somewhere in my chest close to my heart kind of an excited energy and now i dont feel anxious about women, right now in this moment on how i'm feeling i would absolutely destroy some girl's pussy and make her forget her own name, make her forget all her problems all that little shit and in that moment all that exists on her mind is just me, thats how im feeling right now, that sleep cleared me massively, I'm so full of energy i'd go run iwht the bulls in Pamplona, swim with some great whites, hell i'll step into the ring with Mike Tyson and Muhammad Ali at the same time while in their prime, I'm excited for things to come also helps i have now been cleared to drive so everything is coming together.
So after i wrote all that out and went to work i had a co worker tell me about that girl who kept staring at me that she likes me and is asking about me so im obviously missing a bunch of signs here besides the sexual innuendos that she says to me also was kind of surprised as she just met a guy and im pretty sure they are dating now
