02-22-2021, 08:00 AM
Thank you Shannon, that you shared a part of your story and thank you for the time you took to look at my situation. It is much appreciated. Sorry for not writing so long 
The "high intelligence = high workload" thing sits pretty deep with me. It stems from some belief that everyone gets what is earned and "right". So if a highly intelligent person would be doing a moderate workload only, then his intelligence would be "wasted" and that would be "wrong". I am not yet sure what to make of this, because I intellectually know it is bonkers but it somehow still feels sane and right to me.
Month 3, Day 22 (Total Day 79)
After 13 days of continuous 4 ultrasonic loops a day I was experiencing some feelings of exhaustion and decided to take a break on Saturday, 13th of February.
Continued with my 4 loops ultrasonic on Sunday and I think the break has done some good. In the last several days before my break, I didn't notice anything from the sub but now there are new occurrences that I attribute to MLS again.
Monday morning (start of loops) feelings of sorrow / parting way with something again. Tuesday the same with some tears. Wednesday feeling heavily overwhelmed at 45min mark of the last loop.
As a result of this experiment, I will use Saturday as an off day which puts me at a cycle of 6 days on and 1 day off. My exams will start in 2 weeks so I am thinking about maybe dropping to the recommended schedule of 1 off to 1 on for the duration of the exams. Would not want to make me brain overheat and melt
During the week after my second break I notice subtle improvements focused on academic learning. E.g. improved recall and reading speed.
Overall I am near the 2/3rd mark of one full MLS cycle (3 months) and can give some preliminary feedback.
The design goal of increasing intelligence was definitely achieved while not necessarily in the expected form. For me, it was more like a general intelligence upgrade that targeted all targets of life. Academically, emotionally and mentally. Looking at the forum it might be comparable to a mini-LTU minus the manifestation and influencing others, like a mini-LTU done by improving your own attitudes and choices. Hopefully, this makes sense to you, dear reader.
Furthermore, I got a clearer understanding of fears that I have concerning intelligence and hyper-learning. And in the process so far MLS has also lessened these fears and dealt with some of them. So it is definitely working on prodding me along the path to hyper-learning and rolling the stones of resistance of said path.
Have a wonderful day
MM
The "high intelligence = high workload" thing sits pretty deep with me. It stems from some belief that everyone gets what is earned and "right". So if a highly intelligent person would be doing a moderate workload only, then his intelligence would be "wasted" and that would be "wrong". I am not yet sure what to make of this, because I intellectually know it is bonkers but it somehow still feels sane and right to me.
Month 3, Day 22 (Total Day 79)
After 13 days of continuous 4 ultrasonic loops a day I was experiencing some feelings of exhaustion and decided to take a break on Saturday, 13th of February.
Continued with my 4 loops ultrasonic on Sunday and I think the break has done some good. In the last several days before my break, I didn't notice anything from the sub but now there are new occurrences that I attribute to MLS again.
Monday morning (start of loops) feelings of sorrow / parting way with something again. Tuesday the same with some tears. Wednesday feeling heavily overwhelmed at 45min mark of the last loop.
As a result of this experiment, I will use Saturday as an off day which puts me at a cycle of 6 days on and 1 day off. My exams will start in 2 weeks so I am thinking about maybe dropping to the recommended schedule of 1 off to 1 on for the duration of the exams. Would not want to make me brain overheat and melt
During the week after my second break I notice subtle improvements focused on academic learning. E.g. improved recall and reading speed.
Overall I am near the 2/3rd mark of one full MLS cycle (3 months) and can give some preliminary feedback.
The design goal of increasing intelligence was definitely achieved while not necessarily in the expected form. For me, it was more like a general intelligence upgrade that targeted all targets of life. Academically, emotionally and mentally. Looking at the forum it might be comparable to a mini-LTU minus the manifestation and influencing others, like a mini-LTU done by improving your own attitudes and choices. Hopefully, this makes sense to you, dear reader.
Furthermore, I got a clearer understanding of fears that I have concerning intelligence and hyper-learning. And in the process so far MLS has also lessened these fears and dealt with some of them. So it is definitely working on prodding me along the path to hyper-learning and rolling the stones of resistance of said path.
Have a wonderful day
MM
