Had 4 days off and now running again. I work as a student for a company that sends me to all kinds of social places where I have a lot of opportunities to connect with people such as weddings, restaurants, stores, events, ... and I do sales, cathering, waiter jobs there .. all kinds of different things.
2 days ago, when I was om my 3th day off, I went to a store and stood there behind a promotion stand for coffee, and had shit load of positive interactions, also a lot of females coming up to have a conversation. Some foreign woman came up with her 2 underage daughters and she introduced them to me like she was trying to hook us up lol. That women felt so amused making us all feel awkward. It was funny tho.
It was strange. It was like a big grocery store with lots of people. Kinda low energy, everyone is in their minds, focused on their groceries. always when I see such promotion stands, I ignore it and don't even engage that perception in my mind, I just observe and let go and get re-involved with the thing I was thinking about in my mind, but when I was working there, it felt like it made this environment really energetic. People came to engage and grab a coffee, have a conversation, sometimes mulitiple people were talking to me simultaneously. In my mind, I was like 'Jesus, too much people talking to me at once, give me a break AAAA'
I feel like in general my energy is better, I'm much more calm, outwardly focused, and reacting more appropriate to the energy of the conversation, although I find it difficult to know if outward manifestions in line with program's goals are caused by the program.
Also sometimes I notice hot girls looking at me and smiling. One really attractive girl kept turning around to look at me in the bus.
2 days ago, when I was om my 3th day off, I went to a store and stood there behind a promotion stand for coffee, and had shit load of positive interactions, also a lot of females coming up to have a conversation. Some foreign woman came up with her 2 underage daughters and she introduced them to me like she was trying to hook us up lol. That women felt so amused making us all feel awkward. It was funny tho.
It was strange. It was like a big grocery store with lots of people. Kinda low energy, everyone is in their minds, focused on their groceries. always when I see such promotion stands, I ignore it and don't even engage that perception in my mind, I just observe and let go and get re-involved with the thing I was thinking about in my mind, but when I was working there, it felt like it made this environment really energetic. People came to engage and grab a coffee, have a conversation, sometimes mulitiple people were talking to me simultaneously. In my mind, I was like 'Jesus, too much people talking to me at once, give me a break AAAA'
I feel like in general my energy is better, I'm much more calm, outwardly focused, and reacting more appropriate to the energy of the conversation, although I find it difficult to know if outward manifestions in line with program's goals are caused by the program.
Also sometimes I notice hot girls looking at me and smiling. One really attractive girl kept turning around to look at me in the bus.
