Speaking of DMSI, I believe I had some TID last night for it.
First off, I'd replied in Shannon's journal yesterday how I'd been strongly motivated to join an online company while running 3.2. My goal, looking back now, was to make myself attractive. I sat with this last night. It was just so damn easy, feeling motivated and goal oriented.
I began flashing back to conversations and encounters I'd had with different women while on 3.2. I'd been scared many times when around them. Reason: I normally play the "nice guy", not seeking women out sexually. Knowing I was airing a sexual presence frightened me then......but last night fear didn't run my thoughts even while remembering talking to them.
But my first thought, the whole "goal focus" thing, really revved me up. I'd not even been thinking of 3.3 until last night. I'd also liked the anti-fap and anti-porn measures taken in 3.2. Even just thinking about it felt right.
First off, I'd replied in Shannon's journal yesterday how I'd been strongly motivated to join an online company while running 3.2. My goal, looking back now, was to make myself attractive. I sat with this last night. It was just so damn easy, feeling motivated and goal oriented.
I began flashing back to conversations and encounters I'd had with different women while on 3.2. I'd been scared many times when around them. Reason: I normally play the "nice guy", not seeking women out sexually. Knowing I was airing a sexual presence frightened me then......but last night fear didn't run my thoughts even while remembering talking to them.
But my first thought, the whole "goal focus" thing, really revved me up. I'd not even been thinking of 3.3 until last night. I'd also liked the anti-fap and anti-porn measures taken in 3.2. Even just thinking about it felt right.
I want to be FREE!
